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Aspiring to be... ME

@zayel-davenport

22♡Alone. But not lonely ♡ Money and music are my ony friends
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INVEST IN YOURSELF. become the person you’ve always dreamed of, refocus your time and energy on the things that you really want, fill your mind with positive beautiful thoughts and watch those thoughts flourish into your reality. change your thoughts and you will change your reality

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icl was not expecting this to reach 3k

Mrs. Millionaire
I can’t believe I did it. I manifested this. The acres. The multi million dollar deals. The investments that went in my favor. Everything went my way.
I changed my mindset, my thought patterns, and my limited beliefs I had about my potential. I can do it all, and I’ve accomplished plenty so far.
Things were difficult. I had a lot on my shoulders, but the transformation was beautiful and I’ll do it all over again.
Keep going, it gets great(er)
MY BODY IS A TEMPLE
Ok, I’m not playing any(more) games with myself. I’m buckling down and finalizing a body upgrade plan that I can bring into 3D fruition.
Im going to write down whatever resonates with the temple itself.
Mind. Body. Soul.
MIND
  • Meditation
  • Reprogrammed thoughts
  • Ability to still the mind
  • Negative talk towards self is immediately dismissed by positive reassurance
  • Subliminal music
  • Visualizing current reality
BODY
  • Yoga infused with womb healing/divine feminine meditation
  • Cosmetic surgery upgrades
  • Practice intimacy magic (IYKYK)
  • Regular workout routine
  • Thorough body skin care routine (including waxes, exfoliating, healing habits, etc.)
  • Communicating with inner voice
  • Actively attracting soon reality of desired body by writing, visualizing & researching.
  • Breast massages with proper herbs and oils
SOUL
  • Commit to self education of spiritual research, dating back to African royalty
  • Live life moving based on faith & trust
  • Daily gratitude
  • Music more (lyrical/favorite artists/instrumental)
  • Healing inner child
  • Deep shadow work
  • Reading, rereading and annotating

How is not your job in the creation process. You don’t have to know how it will manifest. You don’t have to know when it will manifest. All you have to do is embody your desired outcome at an energetic level and feel like it’s already a part of your reality.

When you think about the ‘how’, you show the Universe that you don’t trust its wisdom. Stop wondering how your manifestation will find you, just know that it will. Know that it’s already a part of your reality, it’s already yours, and now it will just come into existence in a physical reality. Trust the Universe, trust that everything you need will be delivered.

The Universe always knows the fastest and the most unexpected way to give you your desire. Your perception is limited, the Universe sees infinite possibilities. Your manifestation will come to you in the most unexpected manner, so you’re not even able to conceive it with your limited human mind. Instead, live in the end, embody the end result at an energetic level, and allow it to manifest in its own unique way.

REINVENTING MYSELF-Femininity

Simply put, I don’t like the woman I am now. I am a manifestation of my parents neglect, insecurities rooted in me since a child, along with suppressed and very obvious trauma. I want to see better, I want to do better, I want to attract better.

In preparation for spring (the actual “New Year”) I am currently throwing away EVERYTHING and starting completely fresh. Clothes, wigs, sheets, I even thought about tossing my diploma not a soul asked me for (not even school, everything is electronic).

This is she, me. Anew

Personality
She is mysterious, yet has a welcoming aura about her. You know she’s not the woman to step to unless it’s worth her time, but intimidating isn’t the feeling that comes over the admirer. She’s playful, actively laughing and playing with her dogs. Publicly and privately. A hopeless romantic, though a seductress first. Her love (and lust) is earned. She’s very hard to get.
  • Hopeless Romantic
  • Adventurous
  • Rebellious
  • Creative
  • Bookworm
  • Athletic
Hobbies
She’s always trying something new to see if she finds something she likes. Fear of dislike is never on her mind. As a curious spirit, she not only has hobbies but works to advance and meet those who share the same hobbies as her
  • Art museums
  • Theatre
  • Cooking & making recipe books to pass down
  • Scrapbooking
  • Learning about nature (plants, Survival skills, history)
  • Baking (for anyone)
  • Chess
  • White Wine
  • Astrology
  • Teapot Collecting
  • Reading research articles
Boundaries
Again, she’s very hard to get. Hard to impress. Hard to convince. Hard to plead to. As warm as her aura may be, she’s very no nonsense. She is in tune with her inner voice and intuition, who are the first to advise her about whatever you’re telling her.
  • No sex before substantial financial/personal commitment
  • Limited debates, always held with class and even tone. Never arguments or fights
  • Not surrounding self around people who don’t share the same ambition
  • I come first. My safety, my priorities and myself, period.
  • No unannounced guests (gift deliveries excluded)
  • I don’t entertain conversations with men after a certain time
  • I am selective about what I choose to listen to, so I cut all unproductive/negative conversations very short
Goals
She is an “overachiever”. Whatever that means.
  • Purchase first property
  • Travel to 5th country
  • Obtaining black dermatologist
  • Selling select art pieces for over ($XX,XXX)
  • Approved for American Express Platinum Card
  • Accepted into Ph.D program
  • Complete first few books/scripts
  • Learn Spanish and ASL fluently

I went deep into depth privately, and I highly suggest you do the same. Sometimes, it helps to have an organized, detail breakdown of who you are, who you want to become, and most importantly who are you leaving behind.

$TufaniTalks
your thoughts are affirmations.

you don't need a list affirmations to get what you want, you don't need to set rigorous routine to "manifest", you don't need to do methods you don't wanna do : you don't even have keep the same affirmations always. for example: when you talk down your looks by thinking 'i don't like my face' you're affirming. when you are manifesting by affirming 'i love my pretty face' you're thinking. why connote the negative as natural, free passing thoughts as think and connote the positive as these high, "magical" words as affirm?

you're constantly affirming, assuming and visualizing.

i am not proposing you a technique or method, i am telling you to stop making it feel unnatural. you could tell me i'm making you create a limiting belief that you have to feel your desires as natural, that i'm telling you to put on the pedestal the feeling of naturalness; i am not, i am telling you to recognize this distinction made, and to literally not have any limitations. don't put instant manifestation, the 3D, 'tingles' for appearance changes, the void, a blog, anything that isn't you on the pedestal. you're god, and if you dont wanna say you're god for any reason, you're the creator of your reality, the master of reality, etc. whatever makes you remember you are the one in charge, only with your thoughts. it IS that easy.

almost every anon i see of bigger blogs is could be solved if they had just asked themselves "would god/the controller deem this is impossible? no! they can do this! and i am them". i dare you to. dare to drop comfort, i had to get out of the mindset that i couldn't control my life and that i had to do a bunch of things for manifesting "small" things. you can go small, progress is progress no matter how "small" you deem it.

you can do this and you can take back the control again. go live your best life sweetie!