I miss you at 5pm.

Just to see your name pop up on my phone brings me happiness, the girl of my dreams.

My uglies :/

I'd walk a thousand miles to see you, but you can't drive 10 to see me. It's amazing. I guess one of us has to love the other more though. I win.

Fuck man

12:41 again....

Hey what do ya know, it's 12:41 again... Ugh.

Last night I posted things at different times in the night, just so you could see how just about every night goes without you. I'm pretty pathetic. Hope all is well with ya.

3:30 am

One of our songs came on pandora. Fuck. I guess it's time to try and sleep again. I hope I see you in my dreams. At least everything will be okay there.

3:05 am

I wake up, and you aren't here. I think to myself when the fuck did I lose you and why. My thoughts are cloudy, you have my heart so how can I feel anything? I miss and love you. That's about all I know for sure.

1:15 am still without you

Ugh. It's almost unbearable. Idk how you do it.

12:41 am without you...

12:41 am without you is so hard because 12:41 am with you is so beautiful. Whether it's spent going on a food run, or watching a movie, or even making love. 12:41 am isn't okay without you, because it's spent thinking, worrying, or even crying. I don't want another 12:41 without you, whether it's am or pm. This just all sucks. You're so close yet so far. Please text me, please don't leave me behind. Sincerely, The sun🌞

My first love, my truest love, and my deepest love... It's crazy how things can change in just hours of time. It's almost like I've known you forever, it's almost like we have always been together. I know you inside and out, I know every pore of your skin, every hair on your body, I've traced every line in your hand, I've kissed every freckle on your face, I've ran my fingers through all your hair, but most of all I've gotten to know and understand your heart. I know your joys, I know your sadness, I know your flaws and your fears, I know your morning routine, I know EXACTLY how you dry yourself off (you do it the same way every time) I can finish your sentences a lot, I can read your body language, and even sometimes I can read your eyes and how you feel just by looking at them. I've learned you better than I've ever learned anything, which may be why I love you more than I've loved anything. Sometimes I don't know how to handle situations and it's because my biggest fear is losing you, my second biggest fear is to see you end up with someone else. My third is the dark. Which is funny, because when I'm with you I can sleep is the darkest night and I feel okay because you're there. So when I'm with you I have no fears, it's too overwhelmed by joys. I'd walk a thousand miles to see that sparkling smile.. (Well 8.6 miles to be exact). My birthday is tomorrow and all I want is you. Literally all I want is you. So we will see if I get the only gift I want.

fam(ILY). My girls. They came into my life and changed me forever. Forever my wifey4lifey. Forever my aniyahLATOR. Forever my girls and forever my heart, I may have shattered this family beyond repair and I know that, but I also know they will forever have a deep love for me. My favorite thing in the world is to wake up next to her and while she's getting ready for work I cuddle with my little girl. They are my home, no matter where we are. It paralyzes me to think that maybe one day another man will touch them the way I do now... 😪 but they do each deserve the world, and I couldn't even give them half of it. #heartbroken #crushed #lostlove #baby #mygirls #lovelyladies #probwontseethisbutitsokay

Ugh