You were the first guy I’ve ever loved we’ve always had a thing even when we broke up and dated other people , underneath everything it’s always been you and me from the start to the finish. And now you’re leaving and I don’t know what to do because I can’t say goodbye without feeling like I’m losing you. I can’t lose you. I can’t let you leave. I know you aren’t going far but it’s still the fact that I won’t see you everyday. Phone calls and face times and text messages won’t satisfy my need to hear and see you. I’m sorry I can’t let go.