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kasey . 23 . he or she prns . white butch bisexual . trans women are real women . blm . 1312 . more about/byf here . all asks are ok to reblog unless otherwise indicated.
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i cant live like this AaAAAGHH I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS *continues like this because it's the only way to live*

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i still find it so funny that for so long in early covid i was like ugh i mean i would just grow my hair out into a mullet but straight mullets are so mid curly mullets look way better if i had texture in my hair it'd be a way better option. meanwhile the entire time my hair follicles were probably like. hey dipshit?

like i literally went. closeted bisexual straight-haired indie normiebutch -> out bisexual curly-haired bemulletted freakish alternative emoish butch androgyne gymrat with a staple closet gone mostly dormant bc wearing a button-up with a bridge piercing makes you look like you're covering up tattoos for a job interview

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i still find it so funny that for so long in early covid i was like ugh i mean i would just grow my hair out into a mullet but straight mullets are so mid curly mullets look way better if i had texture in my hair it'd be a way better option. meanwhile the entire time my hair follicles were probably like. hey dipshit?

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ik someone has to have said this by now but i particularly love the lines "pretty as a vine, as sweet as a grape/if you can sit in a barrel, maybe ill wait" from too sweet bc of the layered metaphor of like, going from grapes to wine, not only continuing the alcohol metaphor but also using the fermentation process to say basically "you're too full of life, i need you to go to a dark place and get bitter (like i did)." it's so good.

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hi! i'm conducting a short informal survey about people who are on or considering on going on testosterone regarding how they think about the relationship between anger and testosterone for my sociology seminar. as i elaborate on the front page, the survey is informal and will not be published, and you can respond as anonymously as you'd like, so you can consider your responses relatively private.

it should only take a few minutes to fill out - i'd really appreciate it, it'd help me a lot! feel free to share it around if you know anyone who might be interested: https://forms.gle/AwCgqnAiXMnyEK649

just bumping this again. i want to emphasize that, as i clarify in the survey as well, this is primarily about what expectations you had or have going into testosterone treatment, rather than what actually came of it. there is a section at the end of the survey for if you would like to elaborate on your actual experience on testosterone and anything else you would like to add. no sweat if you've already responded, but i noticed some confusion from people and wanted to make it as clear as possible.

im nearing 70 responses on this survey now, which is awesome for the span of time ive had to implement it. feel free to share the survey with anyone you know would be interested in sharing their experiences. xoxo to all of u

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so sad that people got sick of "doomed by the narrative" and decided it was cringe, because fate and free will in fiction has been a major interest of mine for like eight years, but alas so it goes. anything that gets popular is destined to become reviled in short order. it's like some sort of unstoppable, uncompassionate, avaricious cycle of rising and falling and rising again. like whatever happens, no matter the intentions, it will always result in the same tragic ending. you could almost say it was d

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hi! i'm conducting a short informal survey about people who are on or considering on going on testosterone regarding how they think about the relationship between anger and testosterone for my sociology seminar. as i elaborate on the front page, the survey is informal and will not be published, and you can respond as anonymously as you'd like, so you can consider your responses relatively private.

it should only take a few minutes to fill out - i'd really appreciate it, it'd help me a lot! feel free to share it around if you know anyone who might be interested: https://forms.gle/AwCgqnAiXMnyEK649

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If people were too mean to you when you were growing up, a newborn animal will materialize inside your brain and it’s so so scared and shivering and it will stay there for years. Decades, even. And whenever you say something kind of weird but true to your heart the animal will tell you “Noo! You can’t say that! If you say that, everyone will hate you!”. The animal means well. It’s so so small and everything is so scary for them and it’s just trying to protect you. But listen to me. Listen to me. Whenever this happens, you can’t do what the animal says. You can’t. If you do, you’ll become as scared as the animal. You have to keep saying weird shit. You have to keep doing things the animal wouldn’t approve of. If you do enough things that scare the animal, maybe one day it’ll go to sleep.

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i love it when i remember i can just do whatever i want. this is a big thing but also a little thing. i was out of short socks so i took a pair of dress socks i literally never wear bc of the color (light gray it looks bad with my slacks) and just cut them down to like a quarter-calf height. they look great and now i can go to the gym today without wearing long wool socks with shorts like a freak it's great

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hi! i'm conducting a short informal survey about people who are on or considering on going on testosterone regarding how they think about the relationship between anger and testosterone for my sociology seminar. as i elaborate on the front page, the survey is informal and will not be published, and you can respond as anonymously as you'd like, so you can consider your responses relatively private.

it should only take a few minutes to fill out - i'd really appreciate it, it'd help me a lot! feel free to share it around if you know anyone who might be interested: https://forms.gle/AwCgqnAiXMnyEK649