People these days....

Everyone is criticizing me for watching YouTubers.....when in reality the YouTubers were there for me when others weren't. What people don't get is that after something happens in my family life, I have no one to talk to and the only way for me to get out of the depression is to watch my favorite YouTubers, and even though you can say that I'm "weird" or "obsessive", doesn't make me any less likely to keep doing what I'm doing. Depression can be a rather difficult thing to handle, and when something makes you genuinely happy when you have depression, you stick with it so the pain dissolves away. And the recent passing of Robin Williams, has made me realize just how bad it can get, and I don't want to end up like that, feeling like there's nothing left for me to go on for. My life isn't perfect, but when I'm alone and not in a good mood, I know what to do, open YouTube and watch Tyler Oakley, and no matter how bad my situation actually gets, Tyler is there, no matter how sad I am, if I go on YouTube for 5 minutes to watch a Tyler Oakley video, I know I'll be okay because my laughter is what keeps me from going to a dark place. And the only reason I think I'm doing better with my depression is because of Tyler. People can think I'm crazy for saying this but I've stopped caring what people think of it, and that's why I'm writing this post, Tyler is more than a YouTuber to me; he's my anti-depressant, he is one of the reasons I can see the beautiful things in life. And even though you'll probably never read this, tyleroakley , I am eternally grateful for you. And thanks for being there for me when other people weren't. As I've said you can call me whatever you want, but if something makes me happy, I'm going to stay with it because those things are rare finds in my life. tyleroakley once again, thank you for being a true inspiration and a outstanding person, you give me happiness and I can't put into words how grateful I am for that.

Damn straight