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I just want someone to talk to... someone open... someone who doesnt know my story... someone who doesnt know me... I just need someone else...
You forced me to do it. You made me like this. You are the reason for my scars. I realize now, that you aren't worth my time. I just wish I wouldn't have been so nieve to think you were special...
Have you ener been so emotionally pained, u cant breath? I mean have u ever felt like you are so numb that you felt like you were watching your body drowning. ? Going down and down deeper and deeper and you reach out a hand, but nothing, because ur body is unconscious and you are the reflection in a mirror that cant help. But you feel all the pain your body is feeling and that emotional pain turns into physical? To where you become physically sick. You try everything, but you are still not yourself. You can be truly happy through the day until you start thinking then you are back to drowning... well I feel like that every day, but no one knows. No one even cares.