Elisabeth Kubler-Ross (via ishootlazerz)
(via unusual-tears)
Dear Taylor,
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much!
I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music have helped me a lot. You and your music were always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. This is my favorite quote because it has changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
Dear Taylor,
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much!
I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music have helped me a lot. You and your music were always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. This is my favorite quote because it has changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
Dear Taylor,
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much!
I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music have helped me a lot. You and your music were always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. This is my favorite quote because it has changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
Dear Taylor,
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much!
I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music have helped me a lot. You and your music were always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. This is my favorite quote because it has changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
Dear Taylor,
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much!
I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music have helped me a lot. You and your music were always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. This is my favorite quote because it has changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
Dear Taylor
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much! I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music helped me a lot. Your music was always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry and you made me feel less alone. You taught me how to accept myself. But one of the most important things you said is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. You also said: “Pain makes you stronger”. These are my favorite quotes because they changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! You have helped me more than my therapist could help me! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! I Love you 💖 Franni
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much! I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music helped me a lot. Your music was always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry. You taught me how to accept myself. But the most important thing is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. You also said: “Pain makes you stronger”. These are my favorite quotes because they changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! Love to you 💖 Franni
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much! I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music helped me a lot. Your music was always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry. You taught me how to accept myself. But the most important thing is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. You also said: “Pain makes you stronger”. These are my favorite quotes because they changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! Love to you 💖 Franni
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I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much! I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music helped me a lot. Your music was always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry. You taught me how to accept myself. But the most important thing is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. You also said: “Pain makes you stronger”. These are my favorite quotes because they changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! Love to you 💖 Franni
I want to tell/write you my story and how you changed my life. You are my hero and you always will be my hero. I love you so much! I will start from the beginning of my life. I was born in 1999. My biological father was not as friendly as a father should be. So my mum broke up with him. My mum and me lived together in a small apartment. It was very nice. When I was about 4 years old my mum got a new boyfriend. He had a son. I did not like them, but I pretended it is okay (our cats did not like them either). His son was much older then me and he was very mean to me. I was not allowed to play with his toys and I always had to do what he wanted. When I was 6 years old the situation changed and it got worse and worse. He said I had to do something to deserve that he plays with me. At first it was stuff like I had to give him some of my toys (I am sure he did not want to play with them, he wanted to control me). Then it got really worse. He wanted more. At that age I did not know what he was doing to me. I know now he raped me. He always said things like “All the little girls are doing things like this to their bigger brothers” and “It is our secret”. I belived him. My mum did not notice any of these things. When I was 9 years old my mum finally decided to part with her boyfriend. I pushed the things that happened to me to the back of my mind. I did not remember anything until I was 12 years old. I got worse flashbacks. After a while I decided to tell my mum what happened to me. She was shocked. After a half year I went to a therapist, but she could not help me. So I had to go to another therapist, but she could not help me either. When I was 14 years old I had to stay in a hospital for mental illnesses. I was diagnosed with posttraumatic stress disorder, bulimia, depression and self harm. After four months I was “healed” and I could go home. The following year was quite difficult, but I could make it through it. You and your music helped me a lot. Your music was always there to listen and talk to. You made me smile when I was about to cry. You taught me how to accept myself. But the most important thing is your quote about pain: “There are two ways you can go with pain: You can let it destroy you or you can use it as fuel to drive you”. I let the pain destroy me and that was not a good decision. You also said: “Pain makes you stronger”. These are my favorite quotes because they changed my thinking about pain and my future life! I do not want to let the pain destroy me. I think I am finally clean now! My life is just one of thousands you saved! You have the gift and the power to change people’s thinking about themselves and that is pretty amazing! I can not thank you enough for being this amazing and wise! I love you so much that I even can not find any words to describe my love to you. And you are always looking amazing! I hope we will meet one day! I am sending you a huge hug! Love to you 💖 Franni
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