You ever just don’t get why something happened? Why it all fell apart or where it just started to not work out? I was cut out of someone’s life without an actual expanation & I feel like everything would have been different if there was a conversation. But I’ll never forget some of the things that were once said. Those words literally made me feel like I was no one without them. Like if I ever lost her I wouldn’t have anyone else which was so untrue & it sucks because I have never loved someone as much. I never want to feel that again. So I sit and think, maybe this was for the better?

I still have dreams and all I can do is hope she’s okay.