ROADHOUSE

My demons get along with yours.

We fit together like perfect puzzle pieces.

I want to curl up inside your mind.

I want to burrow into your soul.

I want to fall asleep in your heart.

I want to spend this lifetime making up for the ones we missed out on.

It kills me to be so far from you.

A gaping hole in my chest I can only feel, not see.

And even though home is so far away,

Even though I don't even know where home will be,

Even though I am trapped in limbo indefinitely...

I need you. I need you. I need you.

Stop giving the effort you will expect and not have it reciprocated. If they wanted to, they would.. stop making excuses for them. Have a conversation, also express what you want. Stop overplaying your part though. Efforts should be matched and if you’re the only one rowing the “boat” in the relationship. You will end up nowhere with them, whether that is platonic or romantic.

Friendly reminder that getting abandoned by someone you fell so hard for will fuck you up mentally, push you into depression and if you’re overly sensitive, the fear of becoming the person you used to be will make you think “I’m tired of this. My body is tired. My mind is a mess. I just want to goto sleep one day and never get up. I’m just so tired of life.”

It’s midnight and I’m listening to our playlist. You’re asleep on another continent with a different girl. I should have known untangling your roots would prove to be impossible.

Why's it so much easier to sleep when he's on call? To the point I never want to sleep without him there.

“I’m glad you’re not here but I wish you were anyway” is such a specific and relatable quote in such a wide range of contexts.

and all I can hope is that right now, you’re thinking about me as much as I’m thinking about you.

I’d feed you the flesh off my bones if I could. but I can’t knit us a blanket just to spend my nights waiting for you to come home and use it.

but can I be angry with you? can I let you go. can I accuse you of loving me only when it’s convenient? did you not put my tears in your mouth. did you not endure my edges. did you not make time, when I needed you to?

you have given me everything you’re capable of. and nothing is quite as warm as your downward gaze, softened by your gentle lashes. so I’ll sit with my feet crossed. I’ll look up at you with hearts in my eyes. I’ll breathe your cigarette smoke. I won’t ask questions.

I'm laid in a place

Away from the city

Under the skies

I count the stars

Lonely, I wish to

Pull you down

In the grass above

Lie with you forever

Even after 23 years, I’ve still never quite learned the difference between putting in effort to continue something and the desperation of holding onto something that wasn’t meant to be.

There comes a time in a relationship when you can tell apart each other's silences. I guess, that's when you know that you have found your soulmate.

They fell in love quietly, in their own little world, like happiness was a secret that only the two of them shared.

I self destruct and feel so much until I feel everything at once, because I'd rather feel everything than nothing.

I want to devour every part of my emotions, because they've devoured every part of me.

— a girl who only writes when she’s heartbroken, pen on paper for the first time in three years

You’re still important to me, with or without conversation.

If they’re okay with hurting you & if hurting you doesn’t hurt them, be okay with leaving them where they’re at.