I hold my feelings in every waking moment for those who don’t even appreciate it. I’m sick of having to suppress every negative emotion and reaction I have. I want to go away to island and get all of it out. Scream as loud as physically possible. Say the most vile things until my tongue is a sharp weapon. Hit and break everything in my sight. Desperate for some sort of fucking release.
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“Never apologize for how you feel. No one can control how they feel. The sun doesn’t apologize for being the sun. The rain doesn’t say sorry for falling. Feelings just are.”
— Unknown
I hate thinking
Too many fucking thoughts
i am tired. i am exhausted. from my head to my soul to my bones i am so fucking tired.
“You are going to break your promise. I understand. And I hold my hands over the ears of my heart, so that I will not hate you.”
— Catherynne M. Valente, Deathless (via thoughtkick)
“I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away.”
— Vincent van Gogh, Letter from Vincent van Gogh to Theo van Gogh (via nightlyquotes)
“I know I’m not easy to love. I’m a chronic over-thinker. I overreact more than I should…And every once in a while, I might be a little insecure. But if I am in love with you, I can promise you wholeheartedly that you will be loved with so much passion and intensity that you’ll forget what life felt like before I came along. You will always be cared for and you will always have someone in your corner. Maybe I’m not the best at being loved - But I like to think I’m pretty good at loving.”
— Chelsea Carroll
“you ever just want to fucking cut your body to shreds until you bleed the fuck out because that’s where I am at right now.”
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“My heart gets sad sometimes. I’m not really sure why. It just starts to ache and my body begins to feel hollow. My mind wanders. I hate feeling like this. I don’t want to. But I can’t help it. My heart just feels heavy.”
— You asked why I was so quiet
I don’t like to think. Thinking leads to feeling. Feeling leads to this immense surge of emotion that I can’t do anything about. Those intense waves of pain make me want to do very bad things. It’s better to not think. That way I’m not stuck with an agony that digs into me with its fist-like grip.
“I ruined myself for a lot of people that weren’t even worth it.”
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