headphones are not enough, I need the songs to flow into my blood stream.
the traumatised urge to hide myself from the world and protect all that I am vs the healing urge to put myself out there and get hurt and love and grow and connect and share and feel embarrassed and do it all again and again and again
you need to be earnest. you need to tell people that you love them. you need to speak on how you’re feeling honestly. you need to be sentimental. you need to stop letting the fear of other people laughing at you have so much control over how you express yourself. you need to get over yourself. you need to be embarrassing but true.
You're so lucky when you have someone who genuinely wants to talk to you every day
“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”
— Unknown
My toxic trait is feeling unwanted and removing myself first so I don’t feel rejected.



