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Before I met you, I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason.
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I’ll be honest with you. It’s not pretty. There are going to be times when you’ll just start crying without knowing why. Your parents might be confused or even sad because they can’t understand the things that you’re feeling and it will break your heart and theirs. Teachers will be mad at you for not going to class or forgetting to do your homework again and they’ll yell at you in the hallway and you’ll just stand there and take it, hating yourself for not being able to do better. There are going to be days that you’ll just want to quit, to not get better, because the darkness that surrounds you is so familiar. You tell yourself that you know the demons so well, you’re so acquainted with the night, that the light would seem unnatural. But you’ll keep going. You’ll be okay.
an excerpt from a book I’ll never write #258 (via worldsinmywords)
“You’re scared to admit that you might actually not be ok. you scared to say for once that your something other then ‘good’ or 'fine’. Why are you so scared?” my best friend asked me.
“Because - because I’m the one that’s supposed to be ok. I’m the one who can’t fall apart. Because all of you deserve someone to be there when you fall, and I am that someone” I said through silent tears.
“I can be that someone too” she said, “it’s ok to not be ok.”
Excerpt from a book I will never write #1269 // words i desperately needed to hear (via excerptsofstories)
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But will he love me when I’m sober? Will he love me when I’m real quiet, too lost in thought to talk? I wonder if he will love me when I don’t respond to his texts, because at times I forget I have people that care. When all I can hear is “you’re not good enough,” will he love me then? Will he love me when I’m sober; or will he only love me when I put a sloppy arm around him and tell him he has pretty eyes.
Excerpt from a book I will never write #1263 // will he love me without burning liquor and blurry words (via excerptsofstories)
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