Leliel

at the end of the day.. the thought of me disappearing is still here.

at times when i am alone, i try my best to distract myself from breaking down..

i cry knowing i am suffering from a lot of loss and traumas.. aside from that i am starting to hate myself for reacting too much, or worrying too much..

i don't know since when did i become like this but.. i wanna get better

this is so hard for me to handle, i am not that tough but i want to get through this..

at this point of my life.. i feel done of letting people understand me anymore..

he doesn't seem to bothered at all.

it clearly shows there how mature his mindset is after i let him go..

Day rating: 10/10!!

Words can't explain how these two made my day. We don't hangout that much but today was memorable for me ♡

but i thought we are having to have a good night..

caught him doing something I'd never thought he'll never do again..

Dear God,

I ain't your strongest fighter.

I can't go any longer.

Please tell me when will these things end..