@xmmbx

hello august,

I hope you will be filled with love and kindness towards myself, with bravery to do things i want to do, with passion towards new hobbies, with laughs, with smiles and happiness and you will just be kind to me.

“Most things you worry about end up being no more than that — just worries.”

— Yōko Ogawa, The Memory Police

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Most experiences are unsayable; they become real to us in a space no word has entered.

Rainer Maria Rilke, from Letters to a Young Poet (tr. Anita Barrows and Joanna Macy)

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“Sometimes my heart feels too big for my body so I try to throw it away Or give it away […] When I say I love you, what I mean is today my world exploded into a million shards of granite and there you were, beaming There you were refracting the sun into a perfect star”

William James, from “[I’m done trying to make sense],” The Shore (no. 12,  Winter 2021)

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‏"اللهم ارضني بما قضيت، وعافني فيما أبقيت،

‏حتى لا أحب تعجيل ما أخرت ولا تأخير ما عجلت".

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‏"لم يكن لدي رغبة أن يعرف أحد شيئاً عما عانيته - من ناحية ، أملك رغبة في الاعتراف ، البوح ، و من ناحية أخرى - أشعر بأنني أتعرى ، وهذا ما لم أرغب به".

- سفيتلانا أليكسييفيتش