There Are Voices In My Head And They Are Screaming

@xlxst

Doesn’t it hurt you when you hurt me?

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

Until I started feeling comfort in getting hurt

Ich hab keine Kraft, für nichts

“I’m holding on Why is everything so heavy? Holding on To so much more than I can carry I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down If I just let go, I’d be set free Holding on Why is everything so heavy?”

— Linkin Park

Most people will say that suicide is never an option, and that may be true for them. But for those of us who know what it feels like, who have been there... it doesn't matter how happy we feel, suicide is always an option.

No matter what I do, no matter how happy I should be, I feel so suicidial

Ich kann nicht aufhören mir Sorgen zu machen, um jede noch so kleine Situation.

Ich bin auf so vielen Ebenen müde. So unendlich müde.