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What if gender roles were switched? What if the girl treated the boy like he treated me? "God don't ever say that."

Conversation w/ a heartbroken friend.

When I think I'm okay, something comes up and yells at me in the face that nothing is going to be like it was before.

Damn it

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I went to sleep that night, with an ache in my heart, tears running down my face, sob after sob. Biting down on my lip trying to not make any noise, but the tears wouldn’t stop, I couldn’t stop. It hurts, you hurt, so fucking bad.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #922 // M.C. // uncensoredthoughtsofahijabi (via excerptsofstories)

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Something happened today, and I'm kind of worried :(

Oh how I long to be in your arms again. I long to look forward to seeing you again. To see your gorgeous golden skin and your blue ocean eyes that I used to love so much. Truth is, that jacket I used to act like I hated? I miss it. I want to be yours again. I want to stay up till 3 in the morning hearing your low sleepy voice telling me you love me through the phone. I want you to beg me again to stay with you instead of going to sleep. I'm torn apart at the fact that you're gone forever. And I need you right now.

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I don’t understand, how do men do it? How do they tell a woman they love her, make promises, make her smile, make sweet small talk just to lure her in and once that’s done, they disappear, no need for anymore effort, the random texts, the long phone calls, that all goes with him, how can you do that to a women? How does a man beg to be with a women only to leave her in the end? I don’t understand.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #919 // love letters to my parched soul // M.C. (via excerptsofstories)

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I'm still putting myself together. And I'm waiting to be happy again.

Rejection u.h.l

I wrote this in my diary a long time ago because the boy hurt me terribly and I was so torn apart that I just scribbled and really it tears me up to look back at it.

Me bc I've missed so much school lately due to my stupid health problems. Prone

Those summer nights seem long ago, So is the girl you used to call, the queen of New York City

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It's like 09 in your basement and I'm in love with nebi. And I still love her but it fell through because I wasn't ready. Your neck hurt and your back hurt and you smoking heavy.

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