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@xcitruspersonx

It's me. The emptiness that lives inside of me. Keeping me kinda alive but kinda dead.
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Every time I make a viral post about mental illness or neurodivergency I get people in my notes saying "I'm not officially diagnosed but" and I don't know how to break it to them that I'm not either, I just read a lot and think about what I read

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"But what if you're wrong about what you have?" Then I made a mistake about something localized entirely within my own brain and it's no business of yours

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bitterbloodrose

soulmates

emily brontë, wuthering heights // nfwmb, hozier // madeline miller, the song of achilles // rumi // louis tomlinson, habit // plato, the symposium // sarah perry, the essex serpent // sleeping at last, turning page // leo tolstoy, anna karenina // percy shelley, prometheus unbound

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after he fell

an original poem i wrote about icarus and the sun

Icarus loved the sun

Like a bullet loves a gun

Yet the sun was the bullet

And Icarus was the trigger

The bullet that bore through man’s flesh

And the sun melted Icarus’ wings

Scorched his skin like some kind of holy ritual

And Icarus laughed as he fell

Icarus laughed in bitter triumph

As gravity hugged him closer

He was supposed to be soaring

And here he was falling

The fall didn’t scare him

The view enchanted him

He went down in flames

But, oh, he went down with a smile

He went down knowing something better awaited him

Better than the chain-bound imprisonment of gravity in this world

Then he would finally fly

And his reign would prosper in the sky

He closed his eyes and laughed again

As the gun shot pierced his ears

A bullet would not break him

For his heart lied with the sun

Gravity would not detain him

For he was one with the sun

A faint voice whispered to him “open your eyes child, open your eyes.”

Icarus asked “is this paradise?”

The voice laughed “you’ve been told lies.”

And Icarus cried, oh he cried.

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love-my-way

Gay books with STRONG tumblr fandoms

I’ve been told by tumblr over the years that these are books I should read…

Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

The Song of Achilles

Red, White and Royal Blue

The Carry On series

The Raven Cyle series

The Captive Prince series

The Foxhole Court series

In the Company of Shadows series

Green Creek series

(Please add to my list)

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Achilles & Patroclus

Fanmix

“And this, and this, and this.”

“It will be this, always, for as long as he will let me.”

1. I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab for Cutie

“No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white, just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark.”

2. Oblivion - Bastille

“When you fall asleep, with your head upon my shoulder; When you're in my arms, but you've gone somewhere deeper.”

3. YOUTH - Troye Sivan

“‘Cause we've no time for getting old; Mortal body, timeless souls.”

4. The End of All Things - Panic! at The Disco

“Whether near or far, I am always yours- Any change in time; We are young again.”

5. Always - Panic! at The Disco

“When the world gets too heavy put it on my back, I'll be your levy. You are taking me apart like bad glue on a get well card.”

6. Futile Devices - Sufjan Stevens

“It's been a long, long time since I've memorized your face, It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place.”

7. Cleopatra - The Lumineers

“I was Cleopatra, I was taller than the rafters, but that's all in the past now, gone with the wind.”

8. I’m With You - Vance Joy

“I saw you standing there: sandy blonde hair, the way it came tumbling down, just like a waterfall. And if you need a light, I'll be the match to your candle; My darling, I'm ready, to burst into flames for you.”

9. Halo - Ane Brun

“You're everything I need and more, it’s written all over your face,”

10. Gale Song - The Lumineers

“And he fell apart with his broken heart; and this blood, this blood, this blood... Oh, it drains from my skin, it does.”

11. Yellow Light - Of Monsters and Men

“Just follow my yellow light- and ignore all those big warning signs.”

12. Rose Gold - Pentatonix

“If it's true that legends never die, me and you could stand the test of time”

13. C’est la Mort - The Civil Wars

“C'est la vie, c'est la mort (Such is life, such is death). You and me, forevermore.”

14. Like Real People Do - Hozier

“Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips, we should just kiss like real people do.”

15. Run - Hozier

“Rare is this love, keep it covered; I need you to run to me, run to me, lover. Run until you feel your lungs bleeding.”

16. Nobody - Hozier

“We could have less to worry about, but honey I won't lie to you, and everything I do I've had no love like your love.”

17. Saturn - Sleeping at Last

“I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time that the universe was made, just to be seen by my eyes

18. Guillotine - Jon Bellion

“The secrets you tell me I'll take to my grave; There's bones in my closet, but you hang stuff anyway,”

19. Sun - Sleeping at Last

“With golden string, our universe was brought to life that we may fall in love every time we open up our eyes.”

20. Somebody to Die For - Hurts

“Because no matter where they take me, in death I will survive, and I will never be forgotten with you by my side.”

21. Achilles Come Down - Gang of Youths

“The self is not so weightless, nor whole and unbroken: Remember the pact of our youth.”

22. Cosmic Love - Florence + the Machine

“Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too, so I stayed in the darkness with you.”

23. Til’ Kingdom Come - Coldplay

“For you, I’d wait til’ kingdom come.”

24. Eyelids - PVRIS

“I wake up and I can feel you by my side, but I can't find you in the dark when you're so far.”

26. You Said You’d Grow Old With Me - Michael Schulte

“Thought we had the time, had our lives. Now you'll never get older, older.”

27. Song for the Birds - Eisley

“Oh the sky has never looked so blue before. Oh and I reach out to you, I reach out to you.”

28. Never Let Me Go - Florence + the Machine

“And the arms of the ocean are carrying me, and all this devotion was rushing over me.”

29. Firelight - Young the Giant

“And the rains begin to shower, cover me in blue.”

30. When You Go - Jonathan Coulton

“Fold my heart up small, or break it into pieces, find somewhere and keep it there, take it when you go.”

31. Yellow Love - Citizen

“All I see is yellow in the spring air; How beautifully the color worked itself in.”
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Wanna watch some lesbians?!

I know how hard it can be to find representation on tv (even tho its getting better), so if you dont know what to watch next and you want to see some wlw scenes/plots - this list is for you

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MOVIES:

-Ana e Vitória (2018)

-All about E (2015)

-Almost Adults (2016)

-Atomic Blonde (2017)

-AWOL (2016)

-Better Than Chocolate (1999)

-Below Her Mouth (2016)

-Bloomington (2010)

-Booksmart (2019)

-Blue is The Warmest Colour (2013)

-Brides To Be (2016)

-But I’m a Cheerleader (1999)

-Carmilla Movie (2017)

-Carol (2015)

-D.E.B.S. (2004)

-Disobiedience (2017)

-Elena Undone (2010)

-First Girl i Loved (2016)

-I Can’t Think Straight (2007)

-Imagine Me&You (2005)

-It’s in The Water (1997)

-Kiss Me (2011) - [kiss myg]

-My Days of Mercy (2017)

-Lost and Delirious (2001)

-Loving Anabelle (2006)

-Portrait of a Lady on Fire (2019)

-Rafiki (2018)

-Saving Face (2004)

-Season of Love (2019🎄)

-Summer Time (2015) [ La belle saison]

-Tell it To the Bees (2018)

-Thelma (2017)

-The Half Of It (will be released in 2020)

-The Favourite (2019)

-The Feels (2017)

-The Handmaiden (2016)

-The Miseducation of Cameron Post (2018)

-The World Unseen (2007)

-When Night is Falling (1995)

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TV SHOWS:

-Amar a Muerte (2018-2019)

-Amar en Tiempos Revueltos (2005-)

-Amar es Para Siempre (2013-)

-Atypical (2017-)

-Bad Girls (1999-2006)

-Batwoman (2019-)

-Black Mirror - San Junipero (2011-)

-Brooklyn Nine Nine (2013-)

-Everything Sucks (2018)

-Faking It (2014-2016)

-Fingersmith (2005)

-Gentelmen Jack (2019-)

-Glee (2009-2015)

-Grey’s Anatomy (2005-)

-Gypsy (2017)

-Jane the Virgin (2014-2019)

-Killing Eve (2019-)

-Legacies(2018-)

-Legends of Tomorrow (2016-)

-Lip Service (2010-2012)

-Locked Up (2015-2019) [vis a vis]

-Lost Girl (2010-2015)

-One Day at a Time (2017-)

-Orange is The New Black (2013-2019)

-Orphan Black (2013-2017)

-Pretty Little Liars (2010-2017)

-Riverdale (2017-)

-Runaways (2017-2019)

-Russian Doll (2019)

-Sense8 (2015-2018)

-Supergirl (2015-)

-Skins (2007-2013)

-Stranger Things (2016-)

-Tales of The City (2018-)

-The 100 (2014-2020)

-The Guiding Light (1952-2009)

-The Haunting of Hill House (2018-)

-The L Word (2004-2009)

-The L Word: Generation Q (2019-)

-The Shannara Chronicles (2016-2017)

-The Umbrella Academy (2019-)

-Queer as Folk (2000-2005)

-Venice the Series (2009-)

-Wentworth (2013-)

-Wynnona Earp (2016-)

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WEB SERIES:

-Anyone But Me 

-All for One

-Barbelle

-Carmilla

-Control (Kontrola)

-Gal Pals

-Girls Like Magic

-RED

-The Other Love Story

-Same Same

-SKAM Espana 

I’m gonna update the list, so if you know any other title let me know!

and please REBLOG - you never know who needs it right now