This might be my favorite fic that I've written so far! I'd be honored if you checked it out.
Maverick has spiraled down to a very low place. Although he was cleared of wrongdoing in the accident that caused Goose's death, he still feels that he bears responsibility for the tragedy. He's ready to leave the Navy to keep from hurting anyone else when Slider finds him hiding in an off-base bar and drags him back to the housing unit he's been sharing with Iceman during Top Gun. Maverick has a breakdown and Ice and Slider try to put the pieces of Maverick's broken heart back together. Maverick and Ice are also dancing around feelings that they're afraid to address. Maverick is left with a huge choice: does he stay in the Navy or start a new life as a civilian?
I wrote this fic because I really wanted to develop the relationship of Ice & Mav & Slider in the wake of Goose's death and Maverick's inquiry. I also wanted to write how well Ice and Slider work together as a team, even when that means helping out a classmate who is struggling. Slider and Ice are so fun to write and I wanted to give them some more complexity and to highlight their intelligence and competency. Icemav does start to develop as Maverick recovers, but this fic is pre-slash. There are nuggets where I can imagine readers seeing pre-slimav or even pre-slicemav, too.
I put warning tags on this fic because Maverick does self-harm and spends a fair amount of time in a rough mental state. I believe I wrote about the incidents without graphic detail, but I know readers appreciate warnings. More detailed explanation is in the fic's end notes if you want a heads up before reading. Of course, you can always ask me directly.
Guess what? I just posted a part two to this story! And I even plan a third installment. I couldn't get this story out of my head and I got some comments that seemed game so here we are. Ask and ye shall (sometimes) receive more.
Now it's Top Gun graduation day and Maverick is still dealing with guilt, grief, and gay awakening. Slider and Ice have family at the party, so there are OCs for this chapter that I hope add some flavor to Ice and Slider.
I can't wait to see what you think!
Chapter three is up! This one took a while for a variety of reasons. But I'm happy to say that I've wrapped up this story and posted the last chapter. I hope you enjoy the resolution 🙂
It's time for the Layton rescue but Ice is worried about Maverick flying in combat when he hasn't even succeeded with training hops. Can he work through his guilt and grief to support his friends in the air during a critical encounter?
Later, Maverick has to make decisions about his future. What does he want from his career and his relationship with Ice?
I can't wait to hear what you think! I still like the first chapter as a stand-alone fic, but I'm also happy with the development of a whole story.








