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I'll Take You One Day At A Time

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I know I’m not the only one. You say that I am your lover and that he is just a friend, but why is it that you’re with him every damn weekend? You say he is like a brother and that I shouldn’t worry – but I have a feeling you’re sleeping in his bed and spending all his money. I can see through all your lies and I accept all your excuses but thinking back on all the ‘I love yous’ suddenly seems so fucking useless. I’ve never cheated on you, no not even once – I would never mess around even if I had the chance. You call me crazy when I tell you that I know, I can see it in your eyes because all of your feelings show. I am letting you go because I am not all you ever wanted and I cannot be with someone who takes my commitment and feelings for granted. So go ahead and be with your secret lover, just don’t come crying to me when he finds another. You’ve robbed me of my happiness and left me feeling poor – but I’d rather be sad than to be with someone that leaves me so insecure.
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I hit 13 years old and I had the world at my fingertips. I looked in the mirror and I decided to dye my hair. And my vanity grew. I hit 15 years old and I had them in the palm of my hands. I looked in the mirror and I decided to paint my face. And my vanity grew. I hit 17 years old and I had them wrapped around my fingers. I looked in the mirror and I decided to show some skin. And my vanity grew. I hit 19 years old and I had them twisted in my knuckles. I looked in the mirror and I decided to lose some weight. And my vanity grew. I hit 21 years old and I had them mangled in my grip. I looked in the mirror and I decided I must be prettier. And my vanity grew. I hit 23 years old and I have the world at my fingertips. I look in the mirror and I ask myself, “who is this monster?” And my reflection waved.

Growing Vains, © 2015 Sarah Marie Pardy (via sarahmarie-poetry)

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Take a deep breath, Today is a new day, You are the sun, You have risen from behind the mountains, Starting again with the morning sky.

You can always start again. (via crescentbeing)

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Twenty One Pilots//Quiet is Violent Tour

September 27, 2014

Tower Theater