To the boy

I tried letting go I really did, it didn't last long. I felt guilty for just cutting you off ad you didn't care But then you did and now I can't let go of you again

To the boy

I'm letting go

To the boy

Your not even trying to hurt me that's the worst part, it's effortless for you to break my heart

To the boy

He's a better man than you, he already cares & try's more than you He's asking me to go hiking and how my day was Your drinking alone. I still want you

To the boy

He's prefect, but he's not you

I wish I didn't care, I just fucking wish I could be emotionless like you are

To the boy

You consume my thoughts all day and my dreams at night, when to touch me when I'm with you the world is a dull memory compared to our reality. Why must you make we feel this way why must you says those beautiful things and look at me with those eyes of you don't intend to keep me, why do you leave me feeling broken when we're apart and afraid that you have someone else in your arms

I'm so afraid of losing you, although I'm not even sure I ever really had you in the first place

I'm scared about how much I care about you and how little you care about me

Fuck how you make me feel

Fuck me tho right

Why can't you just tell me what I mean to you, or if I even mean anything at all

How is it that I can feel myself falling in love and know that I shouldn't but have no way of stopping it

How do you become someone somebody could love?

Broken hearts write lovely poetry