Letter to an old friend:

I feel it’s very significant to communicate honestly and transparently even if difficult. So I’m going to be 100% honest, I am confused, I will always love you and accept you into my life if and when the time is right. I’m not really sure what’s happening in multiple dimensions and I’m sorta just letting life pull me into it one step at a time, I’m sure you might feel very similar as of lately. I do miss you a lot and I think about you often. I also do believe “If you always do what you always did, you’ll always get what you always got”, all of what has transpired has made me reflect a lot on my own life in general and I’ve been making a lot of changes to try to live more aligned with who I want to be(it’s not easy but it feels worthwhile). The truth is we can do/be anything we want to some degree it just takes courage, determination and sometimes letting parts of yourself go and new parts form. I’m trying to be the coauthor to my own life along with fate, as humans we have this weird ability to turn mind into reality and it’s sorta magical. I sincerely do hope for your well being and I hope you build a life that feels enriching and dare I say beautiful : )

Love you <3

Real

“Till the next time our lives cross paths”

<3

“I hope it warms your heart to know every time I see a cat you appear in the back of my mind”

Banger

For once I trust fate

Underworld Pokémon noises or something

Note: doin sound alchemy is addicting

The masculine urge to never use social media ever again unless I can create truly great art

^Glitched photo(the texture is kinda sick)

: )

“Aae”

“This shit ain’t the same if I can’t breathe your air”

Wish I could read minds

Loneliness is an odd emotion

Confusion(2)

Fuck it phone recording (still fucked)

Confusion

(COMPRESSED: ITS TOO DETAILED)

Warmth : )

(Compressed)

Note: “I just want to be loved”

Every now and then I hone in on experience and realize I'm still a child, just embodied in stretched bone and flesh, embodied in an ever changing mind that pushes and pulls to reach and sustain ever changing desires. In the end though I'm just that, the experience sitting at the base of existence even if at times cluttered by turbulent mind

*Tries to learn half of an entire course and review the previous half in 4 days before a final while fighting off some unknown illness*

^Me af during this process

Note: Think I only need above a 50 to pass tho

(it was easy as heck, no way I fail *water faucet emoji*)

A study of cats inscribed in shapes

Note: "OH NO HE PUT THEM IN THE ICOSAHEDRON" (Refer to Middle top image)

Just trying to cope is all, music has helped a lot lately