To the girl I love next,
Please be patient with me. I’ll get jealous and try to hide it…i’ll fail miserably. On days where it seems like i’m short with you on the phone, don’t be worried, its only because I miss you and would rather have you here with me. If you ever sense that I’m being distant, it’s because I’m trying to protect myself from getting hurt. God, i’ve just been hurt so many times. There will be days that I constantly worry you’re gonna leave me, and you will get annoyed. Please know it’s just because thats how my past has made me. I make mistakes, plenty of them. I’ll be stubborn to admit to them, but when i do i’ll apologize countless times. Just know, that despite all of my flaws, I love you.