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Experiencing the world one hyperfixation at a time

@wkndwlff

Taylor/T||28||She/Her
Assume all content is 18+
Minors DNI || Blank and ageless blogs blocked

Shut Down

Summary: Famed F1 driver Rand McCray taught his daughter to take the hand she’s been dealt and make the most of it. What happens when that hand is a team with a washed up driver that’s clinging on to what little career he has left?

Pairing: Bradley Bradshaw x Female OC

Warnings: Swearing, enemies to lovers, angst, eventual mentions of death, 18+ only, eventual smut, typos, inaccuracies (I literally know almost nothing about F1…) warnings will be updated with each part

WC: 2600

Thank you to @sylviebell as always for helping with this!

Fe, my love! For the bored and anxious asks!

2. Do you read/reread your own fics?

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?

Here's our hubby for tax!

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Taylor, my sunshine ☀️

2. Do you read/reread your own fics?

I do reread WIP's so I can get into the mood for writing the next part but I do no read finished works. I don't know why, it just makes me feel weird.

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

Girl, don't do this to me.. active WIPs count: 6 // sleeping WIPs count: 31

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

Somewhere Out There Is Somebody by @a-reader-and-a-writerThe Best Benefits by @writercoleHome Is Where Heart Is & First Impressions by @imjess-themessTouch and Go by @seresinhangmanjakeHouse We Share & I Would Walk 10,000 Miles To You & They All Know, He's In Love With You & All Bets Are Off by @roleycoleyreccenterWipeout Universe & Safe Word by @wkndwlff

18. What’s one of your favourite lines you’ve written in a fic?

"She couldn’t tell him. How could she look him in the eye and tell him she was another person he was about to lose. She couldn’t hurt him like that. Had it been anyone else, it would have been different. But this was Bradley. Her best friend. The love of her life. No. He didn’t need to know." From You Said You’d Grow Old With Me

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

Bradley sank to the floor, back against the wall as he tried and failed to stop the tears. His phone is buzzed in the pocket of the jeans, the cracked screen lightning up with Thea’s name. The bile returned again and Bradley scrambled to his feet and rushed into the bathroom before emptying his stomach over the toilet. From Let Me Drown chapter III

25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing?

Yes. I cried non-stop while writing You Said You’d Grow Old With Me for example, and Let Me Drown is no walk in the park unfortunately. If my writing doesn't make me feel anything, I'm doing it wrong.
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You Said You’d Grow Old With Me wrecked me! 😫

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now?

8. What project(s) are you currently working on?

9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written!

10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

I LOVE YOU

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Fe, I love you!

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

As someone who notoriously hates their work, this is so hard. Let's go with Hung Up today. I reread it earlier in the week and didn't mind it!

4. How many WIPs do you have right now?

Ummm...a lot! Active: 4? On the back burner: 6? Maybe more?

5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?

This is a tough one! I don't want to completely write it off, but I might be giving up on Five Colors In Her Hair. It just got pushed so far down on the list that I'm not sure when or if I'll get to it. There is still a chance I might. Who knows?

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

Answered here!

7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now?

I'd say somewhere in the ballpark of 10-15...I seem to think of new ideas all the time.

8. What project(s) are you currently working on?

So many (as you know)! How You Remind Me, Shut Down, Any Man of Mine, a new angsty idea I thought of after my couch nap last night...There are a lot on the back burner too! I really need to finish ideas before attempting new ones...

9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written!

I try to! I haven't written yet today though. I did write the summary for Shut Down which will be posted shortly!

10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?

She Blinded Me With Science! It was my little self indulgent Lab Week treat to myself and it's one of my most popular pieces! I'm working on a part two!

3, 8, 12, 18, 27 😘

I'm never sure who you want more at any given moment so today you get both

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Sylv, both...both is good! Thanks for the asks!

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

As someone who notoriously hates their work, this is so hard. Let's go with Hung Up today. I reread it earlier in the week and didn't mind it!

8. What project(s) are you currently working on?

So many (as you know)! How You Remind Me, Shut Down, Any Man of Mine, that angsty idea I texted you about last night...There are a lot on the back burner too! I really need to finish ideas before attempting new ones...

12. Do you have a playlist for your current WIP(s)? Share it!

I honestly just shuffle my liked playlist. There are a few songs that I associate with certain WIPs:

How You Remind Me: "betty" Taylor Swift

Shut Down: "Highway Tune" by Greta Van Fleet

Any Man of Mine: Shania Twain all day everyday

18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?

This bad boy from invisible string:

"The implications of what you were asking painted a vivid future for him, transforming the canvas from demure grayscale to one peppered with color and life."

27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why?

Answered here!

For the recent ask game you reblogged💖

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why?

A little Jake for tax😉

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M, my love! Thank you for the asks and the tax!

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

I find myself rereading @roleycoleyreccenter's House We Share series all the time! It's an absolute masterpiece! @sylviebell's They Say It's Your Birthday! It was so T coded. @roosterforme's entire materlist. She is a genius and it's all amazing!

14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?

I feel like Oh Deer would make an excellent film. I could also see Hung Up as a miniseries, especially if my ideas for what part two would entail were included!

19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs.

I'll let you figure out what this is from:

She gulped down a breath. “I…I’m not sure it counts as a date,” she admitted hesitantly.

“Did you want it to be?” he asked over the obnoxiously loud radio.

“I…I  um,” she looked at the desk. Heat painted her cheeks, the butterflies in her stomach stretching their wings. “Yes.” She coughed. “Yes, I did.

27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why?

All of them! Posting takes a lot and I always feel so vulnerable sharing a piece of my mind with you all. What if you hate something I wrote?

If I had to pick, I'd say Wipeout. It was my first posted fic. It was the first time I shared my writing on any platform.

For the fic ask game!

20 + 21

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Thanks for the asks, babe!

20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written?

They're mostly based on song titles! Although I haven't posted anything for it (and I'm not sure when I will...) Still Breathing has a lot of meaning for me. A close second has to be She Blinded Me With Science, because I love that song and I'm a big old science nerd.

21. Have you ever deleted an entire scene after spending hours laboring over it? If so, why?

Absolutely! The most notable scenes I recall deleting were some of the original scenes I had for my Wipeout series. Originally Mackenzie, the oc, was supposed to end up with Bradley. I had to completely rework my entire plot and a good number of scenes.

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Not to be agg but if you are obv making your way through my masterlists, liking lots of fics but reblogging nothing why is that? One thing if you’re a blank blog (then sorry babes you’re blocked) but if you reblog others but none of mine I’m kind of sussed.

Hiya Honey!! Here’s a few questions For the bored and anxious ask🩶

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?

20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written?

22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing?

Here’s a little gift🩵

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Thank you for the asks my love!

3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written?

This is a really tough one. My answer right now is probably either Make You Feel My Love or Love Me Like You Do. They were both fun to write and I liked getting into the deeper/more intimate workings of Phoenix and Roosters relationship.
I reverently heard someone say their favorite story is the one they haven't written yet because they haven't messed it up yet and I really felt that.

6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?

Yes! @bobfloydsbabe has been killing me with the Pharrow feels lately so naturally I had to reread Soft Touch last night. No Peeking from @wkndwlff is in the constant rotation, and your CYG series is too.

15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?

I like to take titles from songs that match the tone of the fic usually. If I don't use a song or lyrics then I try to pick something that will reference a certain scene or theme in the fic that I like.

20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written?

I'm gonna go with In Bloom, the title for a WIP I've got going right now. It's cute and fun and goes along with a couple different elements of the fic.

22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing?

I like to at least know the main idea of how it will end before I start, like "If these characters are going to end up together how is that going to happen?" I like to at least have an idea of the when, where, and how or else I get anxious.

A beautiful gift, thank you so much 😍

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Ahhhh! I’m so happy you enjoyed that fic!! ❤️❤️❤️

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Anonymous asked:

rhett holding your belly during pregnancy 🥺

oh this man’s hands are on your bump the moment you start to show. he never takes them off! lying on the couch at night, in bed, or when he goes to the rodeo he keeps them on for as long as he can. he says he can feel your little one kicking for good luck.

but can you also imagine when you start to get really heavy, at any moment he can, he’s lifting your belly up and letting you groan into his shoulder, the weight dissolving almost instantly.

“mm, thank you, darling.”

“anythin’ for mama.”

sobbing! thank you so much for this sweet thought my dear anon! 💌

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The Off-Season || Chapter Twenty

A Jake Seresin AU

Pairing: Jake “Hangman” Seresin x OC [Meredith Lilley]

Synopsis: It was supposed to just be one summer. But somehow you found yourself living in your grandparent’s Maine vacation house indefinitely. It was quiet when the summer tourists left, but tolerable. That was, until your brother’s friend from college needed a place to crash and he somehow wound up staying in your guest bedroom. Also indefinitely. Still reeling from a life-altering breakup, Jake Seresin was a disaster, and the absolute last person you wanted to survive a Maine off-season with. And yet, there were some redeeming qualities in Jake that didn’t make him the worst roommate of all time. He was searching for a fresh start, and you were searching for answers to questions you still weren’t sure how to ask. So why did it seem like the two of you were meant to end up in the beach house when you couldn’t be more different?

Tropes: Roommates; slow burn; enemies to lovers

Chapter summary: Jake and Meredith have a sexy encounter on the couch that gets cut short; Meredith confides in Hannah about sleeping with Jake; Meredith makes up her mind, but when she goes to tell Jake how she feels he shuts her down

Warnings: Cursing, SMUT, angst, miscommunication, reference to emotional manipulation in previous relationships

WC: 3.2K

Series masterlist here; previous chapter here; next chapter here

The first few months in Maine you had to constantly remind yourself that Eli wasn’t there. He wasn’t just going to show up at the marina, in downtown Bar Harbor, at your doorstep. 

It wasn’t that you were afraid for your life. 

It was simply the fact that every time you raised a fork to your mouth, found yourself frowning and then tracing the frown lines, pulling out a short skirt from your drawer, you could hear Eli’s deep voice in your ear. 

Stop. 

It took months to even get close to attempting to repair the damage that he had inflicted, slowly, over years. 

The Maine house was the last place you had felt connected to yourself before Eli changed everything. Perhaps that’s why you went back. Searching for the remnants of yourself. Trying to figure out who you were. There was a before and there was a during. But you weren’t so sure there was an after. 

That was, until Jake came along. He was your after, even if you didn’t realize it. Even if a part of you wanted to push him away with a pole. Hold him at a distance. Pretend you didn’t care because it hurt less than being hurt again. 

So why were you having such a hard time accepting that he might not be all that bad? That he might not hurt you in the long run. 

That he might actually care about you. If you let him.

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Jake never thought he’d live to see the day, but the moment the snow started to clear and the sun resumed, he cursed. He wanted that damn snow to stay forever if it meant he got to spend all of his time cuddled up with you. 

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MEREDITH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 😭😫

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Ok but is Mere more in the wrong or Jake???

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They’re both being such idiots! Jake needs to have a talk with Hannah too! Omg this hurt! 😫

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The Off-Season || Chapter Twenty

A Jake Seresin AU

Pairing: Jake “Hangman” Seresin x OC [Meredith Lilley]

Synopsis: It was supposed to just be one summer. But somehow you found yourself living in your grandparent’s Maine vacation house indefinitely. It was quiet when the summer tourists left, but tolerable. That was, until your brother’s friend from college needed a place to crash and he somehow wound up staying in your guest bedroom. Also indefinitely. Still reeling from a life-altering breakup, Jake Seresin was a disaster, and the absolute last person you wanted to survive a Maine off-season with. And yet, there were some redeeming qualities in Jake that didn’t make him the worst roommate of all time. He was searching for a fresh start, and you were searching for answers to questions you still weren’t sure how to ask. So why did it seem like the two of you were meant to end up in the beach house when you couldn’t be more different?

Tropes: Roommates; slow burn; enemies to lovers

Chapter summary: Jake and Meredith have a sexy encounter on the couch that gets cut short; Meredith confides in Hannah about sleeping with Jake; Meredith makes up her mind, but when she goes to tell Jake how she feels he shuts her down

Warnings: Cursing, SMUT, angst, miscommunication, reference to emotional manipulation in previous relationships

WC: 3.2K

Series masterlist here; previous chapter here; next chapter here

The first few months in Maine you had to constantly remind yourself that Eli wasn’t there. He wasn’t just going to show up at the marina, in downtown Bar Harbor, at your doorstep. 

It wasn’t that you were afraid for your life. 

It was simply the fact that every time you raised a fork to your mouth, found yourself frowning and then tracing the frown lines, pulling out a short skirt from your drawer, you could hear Eli’s deep voice in your ear. 

Stop. 

It took months to even get close to attempting to repair the damage that he had inflicted, slowly, over years. 

The Maine house was the last place you had felt connected to yourself before Eli changed everything. Perhaps that’s why you went back. Searching for the remnants of yourself. Trying to figure out who you were. There was a before and there was a during. But you weren’t so sure there was an after. 

That was, until Jake came along. He was your after, even if you didn’t realize it. Even if a part of you wanted to push him away with a pole. Hold him at a distance. Pretend you didn’t care because it hurt less than being hurt again. 

So why were you having such a hard time accepting that he might not be all that bad? That he might not hurt you in the long run. 

That he might actually care about you. If you let him.

***

Jake never thought he’d live to see the day, but the moment the snow started to clear and the sun resumed, he cursed. He wanted that damn snow to stay forever if it meant he got to spend all of his time cuddled up with you. 

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MEREDITH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 😭😫

I’m Bored and Anxious So I Slapped Together a List of Fan Fic Writer Asks

1. Share a song that makes you think of [fic title] 2. Do you read/reread your own fics? 3. What’s your favorite fic that you’ve written? 4. How many WIPs do you have right now? 5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write? 6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time? 7. How many ideas for fics do you have right now? 8. What project(s) are you currently working on? 9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written! 10. Is there a fic that got a different response than you were expecting? 11. Do you have specific playlists for writing fics? 12. Do you have a playlist for your current WIP(s)? Share it! 13. How much planning do you do before writing? 14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick? 15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters? 16. At what point in the process do you come up with titles? 17. What’s something you’ve learned about while doing research for a fic? 18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic? 19. Give us a small teaser from one of your WIPs. 20. What’s a favorite title for a fic you’ve written? 21. Have you ever deleted an entire scene after spending hours laboring over it? If so, why? 22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing? 23. How do you choose where to end a chapter (if you have multi-chapter works)? 24. Share a moodboard for (one of) your current WIP(s). 25. Have you ever upset yourself with your own writing? 26. Is there something you’ve written that you would never want your family to see? 27. Is there a fic you were nervous to post/share? Why? 28. Have you ever tagged a fic “Dead Dove: Do Not Eat”? 29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.) 30. Ask anything!

Hey there! I hope summer is treating you well 🌞I am currently crying over the fact that I didnt get to see Lizzo at a festival 30 km away from me last week and that I won't see Harry tomorrow in Warsaw, so I decided to distract myself with making this list 😅 I hope that next time I'll be able to tell you that I menaged to get Taylor tickets, so please keep your fingers crossed for me 🥰

To all the writers - I love you and I appreciate you so much!

To all the readers - please, share the fics you read and love. The reblog really makes the change! It’s the least we can do to show our gratitude.

Also, please, mind the writers’ warnings!

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Thanks for including me, Anna! 🥰🥹

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invisible string

Summary: A chance meeting changed the course of Rhett Abbott's life.

Pairing: Rhett Abbott x Female Reader

Warnings: MDNI, 18+ Only!, allusions to smut, pregnancy, mentions of childbirth (C-sections specifically), fluff, swearing, typos likely

WC:7k

Thanks to @sylviebell and @bobfloydsbabe for listening to me talk about this all week!

I’m not alright. This was so good. I really needed this. Holy hell

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Leah, I’m so happy you enjoyed this! 🥰 Here’s a cowboy hug to make you feel better! 😘