I’m not 100% sure why I’m posting this because I know no one cares but it’s 5:30 in the morning and I can’t sleep so....
I’m so tired of life. I don’t feel like I have much reason to keep going anymore. Like, everyone pretty much hates me or doesn’t care about me, and I hate or don’t care about anyone either, I don’t have a job and now I can’t find one at all, I live with someone who just likes to rip my emotions to shreds, my family is abusive and I just... im wondering when I’m ever gonna catch a break? Like I know I’m ugly and pretty much unlovable, and for a while I had hope that everything would be ok for someone like me, but I think this is it.
I don’t see life getting any better from here. And it’s been terrible so far, so I don’t think i can keep going anymore.
So, bye.





