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@wishicouldfly-thatwouldbeco-blog

My name is Taylor, I don't do much... I talk about lame stuff to lame people and I'm boring 👤
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what am I doing

right now I have all I could ask for... I have the perfect boyfriend who loves me so much and I love him, I have my best friend who has been there through thick and thin longer then anybody else in my life. my parents who love me and my friends. everyday someone complements me about something and I am not good at taking them, I feel like they are all just lying to me and I know that's wrong. I think I am fat, I think I'm not pretty in any way, I am not talented, I am not smart, I'm not funny, I'm nothing and I want to just fix myself I want to be pretty, skinny, smart, funny. I also want to be alone and just die or something to make it all end because I cant take the things I do to myself anymore. and I would stop thinking all of this if I could but I cant because I think all of it is true.

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perrfectly
That’s always seemed so ridiculous to me, that people want to be around someone because they’re pretty. It’s like picking your breakfast cereals based on color instead of taste.

John Green, Paper Towns  (via perrfectly)

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xoxoxogossipgirlll

we’ve taught girls to romanticise nearly everything a boy does. when i was younger i thought it was cute that boys chased the girl even after she said no. i loved it when after a girl moved away from a kiss, the guy would pull her back and force it on. i thought a guy saying ‘i won’t take a no for an answer’ was passionate and romantic. we’re literally always teaching girls to romanticise abusive traits.

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sweetestchill

REAL TALK

woah yes

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wishicouldfly-thatwouldbeco-blog

This is so true

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its hard when all you think about all day long is dying. I'm not scared to die, but I'm scared to leave behind the ones I love. I don't want to hurt anybody, but all I do is hurt, all I do is fuck up. I try to talk to people, but they just blow it off as “pms” or just having “a bad day” or being in “a bad mood” oh my favorite is “its just a phase” its more then that.. when all I think about all day is me killing myself, that's a problem, its more then a bad day, a phase, bad mood, or pms like.. can nobody see that I'm asking for help or advice or just someone to care about me, someone who will be there to talk to. its hard when you have to be the one to talk to people, give them advice and watch them follow it and succeed, but you try to follow your own advice and fail.