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@willows-woes

willow | minor | they/them | queer | non-binary | tw for suicidal ideation/sh/ed
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do not follow me if you don't want to listen to talk of self-harm, suicidal ideation, and disordered eating. this is a vent blog for these things. [/srs]

oh hey, look a pronouns page link

i don't put a tw at the start of the post unless i determine it to be very graphic or heavier than usual. so make sure to check the tags.

the tw tags i use most often on this blog are #tw sh/#tw sh mention, #tw suicidal ideation/#tw suicidality and #tw ed/#tw ed mention. block any of these tags if you wish, but please note that a lot of my venting will be tagged with at least one of them.

please do not interact if you are under 13 or a blog that regularly posts 18+ content. i am a minor.

#personal#introduction
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Transphobes often say gender is like a coin, either heads or tails. They're more right than they realize.

Gender is a coin. Everybody is given one at birth, and they're given it either heads or tails. You can flip it over. You can flip it back. You can keep flipping it all you want. You can balance it on its side. You can throw it away. You can get a new one. You can take it to the zoo or museum to one of thise penny press machines. You can melt it and reform it. You can keep it melted. You could even take someone else's. You can glue fun things to it. You can paint it. You can take the paint off. You can trade them for cool shit.

Transphobes often say gender is a coin. They say this not realizing how easily coins can be changed.

#thank you tumblr user amongussexgif
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yay. crying at 01:10 am thinking about how shitty i am and how i deserve to die.

update: i cried on an off for the next 30 minutes /neg

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most genuine interaction i've had with this bot

(note: they're referring to willow as in who i am in rp, which is.. really fucked up. the best way to describe rp willow is "depressed piece of shit [deregatory]")

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one more day until i can eat what i want. today is the last day i have to track everything.

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there's this stereotype that people with restrictive ed's generally eat slower than everyone else. and that isn't what describes my experience 90% of the time. i generally eat faster than everyone else and may not even be full with the same amount of food, and this is a direct consequence to the restriction i do, which other people at the table don't.

#tw ed mention
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some of my favorite mutuals post entirely about things that i do not understand or care about and our dms are barren like a desert. and yet the warmth of that big hot sun remains between us