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Aeshi/Aesh โ€ข She/He โ€ข 18 โ€ข Ficto โ€ข Aromantic Asexual โ€ข Polyamorous โ€ข Cancer โ€ข INFP โ€ข Wife of Izuku and Katsuki

Hello and welcome!! My name is Aeshiteiru but you can just call me Aeshi or Aesh for short. This is where you will find all of my self shipping content. My main fandom is currently My Hero Academia. Although I have self inserts and self ships for other fandoms, I don't ever talk about them.

My only 2 Romantic F/Os are Izuku Midoriya and Katsuki Bakugou. I have a really strong bond with them and have loved them more than any other characters i've shipped with throughout the years. It is because of this I believe I won't have any other Romantic F/Os and will be shipping with them for awhile, if not the rest of my life.

I do not have an official F/O List made just yet but it can be found below when I am done. The same goes for an S/I List, Fankid List and Ship List.

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i can just imagine him at the train station. straight-faced. and you get off and you've only ever sent him one picture of yourself, in the last correspondence the two of you shared, so he would know who to look for. and you have no idea what he looks like ! so you have to step outside in the sun and just ! wait ! for someone to come up and introduce themselves and he does ๐Ÿฅบ and he's in his nicest shirt and cleanest jeans ๐Ÿฅบ and you had no idea what to expect by the tone of his letters, but you're floored that he's so handsome ?? and that he even needed to put an ad in the paper ??

and he's taking a chance on the piece of land he has. it's nice, but he can't manage it all by himself, much as he hates to admit it. so when you get there, you expect to be in the house and cleaning and cooking, but he wants you outside. helping him mend fences and feed the animals and till the field. and each day you're so exhausted and hardly have time to fry up something for dinner before passing out in your shared bed, not touching if you can help it. you start to think that it wasn't even a wife he wanted, just a ranch hand that he doesn't have to pay monthly. your hands get dry and the sun darkens you and you feel nothing from him. not for a long time.

and then after a particularly harsh day, you're in the kitchen and trying to keep your bleary eyes open to cut something up and you can hardly focus, so dizzy with fatigue that you nearly slice through the meat of your palm. and you don't know where katsuki is in the house, but the minute you scream, he's tripping over his own feet, he comes running so fast. he thinks you're over exaggerating, rolling his eyes and big fat tears run down your cheeks, but he wipes them away with rough fingers and he helps you bandage up, right there in the kitchen, hand in his as he ties off your wrapping as gently as he can.

"damn woman," he mutters, looking from where his fingers are touching yours to the way you're watching him, and he strokes a thumb over the back of your hand and up the curve of your pointer finger before pulling away. "gottaโ€”cut it like this."

after that, katsuki makes a point to call the days a little early, just so dinner can be made in time. together.

and the first time you raise a cow and sell it in town, after many long weeks and nights spent in the barn, watching the baby calf just in caseโ€”he's overjoyed. throws his hat straight into the dirt and swings around so fast, you don't even realize what he's doing until he's lifting you up at the waist and spinning you around. hooping and hollering.

"we did it!" he shouts, spinning you, kissing both your cheeks.

we did it, he says. because you're not just some girl sitting pretty in his house, but his wife, his partner. and this little life is one he wants to build. together.

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Well i'm back I guess. I wasn't feeling up to posting for awhile because of not knowing how I felt about Izuku and Katsuki.

Everything's okay now though!

My two year anniversary with Katsuki is in 2 months!

Also, I would be posting a lot more but I've been questioning how I feel about Izuku and Katsuki lately. I'm sure it will be fine. It's just scary. I don't want to lose them, especially when Katsuki hasn't even reached 2 years yet.

Shoutout to self shippers who feel less than good enough for their f/os, who feel as if their f/os wouldn't accept them. I'm here to tell you that despite your doubts, insecurities, and worries, you'll always be good enough for them. They see such wonderful things in you and they'll always make sure to reassure and support you as much as you need.

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โ€œdo you know what my love language is?โ€

you give your boyfriend a side eye, clicking in your seatbelt and turning to face him slightly. he buckled himself in too, already a little embarrassed by his own question so he keeps his eyes focused on starting his car and making sure his mirrors are all in the right place.

you laugh, โ€œof course i do? iโ€™d be a horrible girlfriend if i didnโ€™t know?โ€

bakugou huffs, opening his mouth to say something then snapping it shut. then he puts his sunglasses on, pushes them to the top of his head then to his nose. heโ€™s fidgeting, something so clearly on his mind.

โ€œwhyโ€™d you ask, gorgeous?โ€

โ€œat work, the rest of them said i have the words of affirmation one. that i love compliments. makes me sound like an insecure fuckinโ€™ loser.โ€

you raise your eyebrows, your smile not letting up, โ€œyou do, it also manifests into a praise kink when we fuck.โ€

bakugou groans aloud, starting the car and setting off down the road. โ€œfuck off. you like compliments too, when i call you good girl and all that shit.โ€

you hum, โ€œi do. thereโ€™s nothing wrong with that. doesnโ€™t mean youโ€™re insecure either. you just like feeling secure.โ€

bakugou mumbles something under his breath, wiping his nose and focusing on the road ahead. youโ€™re not sure why itโ€™s bothering him so much so you take his hand into your lap.

I'm still not very keen on the idea of Baku//Deku being canon. I mean if it does, it does. I can't control that.

I just don't like the way Izuku and Katsuki, as well as their relationship are treated by the Baku//Deku community. Also, I generally prefer early game to what we have now. While i'm very happy that they've reconciled I miss their old dynamic. They're not competing anymore and overall things have just fallen flat?

Maybe that's just me but Baku//Deku from my perspective just doesn't have the fire it once did.

izuku has a thing with your heartbeat.

he constantly has to be checking it, making sure that you're here with him. alive. real. that you're not just an amazing dream that his mind had conjured up.

he sleeps on your chest -- wraps his arms around your body, and places his ear right over your heart so he can feel the steady beat. you can be watching a movie together, the lights dimmed and candles burning, and he's laying on you, listening to your heartbeat. if his head isn't directly on your chest, his scarred hand is over it, letting your heart thump against his palm.

he'll get home at night after a particularly bad day, one where he almost lost someone. you're already sleeping, and he'll climb into bed with you, gathering you in his arms so he can hold you, watching the steady rise and fall of your body as you breathe in and out. holds his own breath so he can clearly hear yours, so he can make sure that you're still there with him.

Youโ€™re slow dancing in the living room with Bakugou one night. Itโ€™s later than heโ€™s typically up, but neither of you could really sleep, and found yourselves in each others arms. His head rests on top of yours, and your feet are on top of his, as he gently waltzes you two around the room. You sigh into the naked skin of his chest, feel his heartbeat beneath your ears, kiss the scar on his skin.

โ€œI love you so much.โ€ You whisper, eyes fluttering shut. You can feel the breath Bakugou takes in, deep and shuddering. Heโ€™s quiet for a moment, as he sways you left and right, before answering,

โ€œI love you too,โ€ he tells you truthfully. You blink a couple of times, biting at your bottom lip to quell the emotions that always bubble up when it comes to him and your love. Why is it always so overwhelming?

โ€œSo much it makes my heart hurt, actually.โ€ You confess quietly, squeezing him a bit tighter to you. He does the same, skims his mouth across your hairline as he takes in the smell of your shampoo.

โ€œMine too.โ€ He mirrors you, makes you wanna hold him tighter until he combusts in your arms, the flames of his flesh taking you out with him. But all you can do in the moment is bite gently at his pec.

โ€œDonโ€™t ever leave me, okay?โ€ You warn him, finally pulling away enough to look up at him. Bakugou frowns at you, eyes flickering between the wet stain and your teeth imprints on his chest, and up to your eyes that shine with vulnerability. He stares at you for another few beats before kissing your forehead.

โ€œI would never.โ€ He says, and he sound so sure. So sure that heโ€™d never fall out of love with you. So sure that heโ€™d never find anything better. So sure that he will escape death every time. So sure that heโ€™ll come back to you, even if it has to be in pieces. So sure that his heart will forever beat to the rhythm of your name, sure that you will forever be apart of him.

โ€œYouโ€™ll never catch me crying or begging for a man.โ€ You stick your chin up to him in defiance, but he sees it wobble anyway. โ€œBut if you ever leave me, I donโ€™t think Iโ€™d survive it. Donโ€™t leave me.โ€ Your voice gets soft, pleading, and you find him wiping away tears you hadnโ€™t known escaped.

โ€œI wonโ€™t.โ€ Bakugou tells you, seriously, as he goes from holding your waist to your cheeks so that you canโ€™t look away from him. โ€œI wont I wont I wont.โ€

โ€œTell me you love me again.โ€ You demand from him almost immediately, and he answers you just as quickly.

โ€œI love you.โ€ He doesnโ€™t hesitate, confesses so surely, that your eyes flutter at the sound. You bring his face to yours until his mouth skims your own, whispering against it,

โ€œOne more time?โ€ You plead, and he obliges you. He always does.

โ€œI love you I love you I love you.โ€ And he kisses you and kisses you and kisses you until youโ€™re breathless and giggling, leaving behind the world around you. All you have is him, and youโ€™re sure that heโ€™s all you need.

I know one thing though. Izuku and Katsuki are my true loves. I really don't think there'll ever be anyone else I love the way Iove them.

Maybe once I finally get this all figured out i'll pay my Genshin friends a visit. It was fun. It's not like it wasn't. Things have just been complicated ever since I came back from my break.

I want to be sure of my relationship with Izuku and Katsuki before I try to engage with another media.

โœŽแฐ BAKUGOU KATSUKI ; โ€” anyone would be silly not to love you, katsuki.

เฟ„ ! warnings โ€” f!reader, no warnings. so fluffy itโ€™s sickeningly sweet.

katsuki knows that heโ€™s a little difficult to deal with sometimes. to love is a different story altogether.

from a young age, he never really cared about what others thought about him. he wasnโ€™t interested in friends, tolerated his family and he didnโ€™t care for women at all. and at 16, he deemed this to be a perfect way to live.

well, now he was 22. who knew that loneliness would hit him in tumultuous spouts of self loathing and bitterness? not him, thatโ€™s for sure. he sees his friends getting into relationships and while heโ€™s thankful that they always include him in things despite his brash attitude and sharp tongue, thereโ€™s an embittered taste on his tongue that lingers when he sees kirishima and his girlfriend.