Looking for … (an L post) | The odd ramblings of a mind that does not quite fit
I am in a rather weird place lately. Not so much my physical location. That has not changed and is no more weird (or not weird) then it ever was. I live in purgatory (a.k.a. suburbia) so not much changes here. Not much actually happens here for that matter. If one wishes to find signs of life in purgatory, one has to look. And even then it is often tough to find. What has me in my odd mood is the fact that I am not sure what it is I truly seek. What AM I looking for? Wisdom? Wisdom is like air. It is always there to be found except in a vacuum. We do not really need to look for it, but we do need to keep it pure and breathable. Keep pollutants out and simply breath, and we will find all the wisdom we need. Happiness? Happiness is not a tangible thing to be found somewhere. It is a state of mind that can only be achieved by choice. We cannot look for happiness because it not something to be found. It is something that we create. Hope? Hope is light in darkness. But what happens when