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Trauma Bonding: This Must Be My Problem With Breaking The Connection To My Stalkers - Nyssa's Hobbit Hole
Here is an article about trauma bonding. It describes how having some sort of relationship, even abusive, with a narcissist is addictive. Because it is an addiction, it is very hard to break your mind off it. This is one reason why people keep going back to their abusers.