I'm the outsider | Life Between 0 and 1
Totally need one of these on my desk Acute awareness of anything is not always a good thing. For most people it brings clarity in a confusing situation, lets you see something that you didn't realize before, or lets you empathize with someone else to help them through something. In my case though, I've become acutely aware of the fact that even after 7 months at my current job, I still feel like an outsider. Nothing specific that makes me feel this way, just little hints that I'm still not one of the crowd or a trusted member of the company fold. Sure, everyone is courteous and friendly and will often engage in conversation at the drop of a dime. Free coffee here is our "water cooler" and conversations at the coffee pot are an hourly occurrence if you're inclined to participate. My introverted nature I'm sure doesn't help this feeling though. In fact, I'm almost sure its detrimental to me in situations like this one where I'm the "new guy" in a group where the average tenure of an