chaos Sometimes there are days when I close myself off for the whole wide world. Those days I feel worried and not so brave. I flutter restlessly and uncertain. Going to the run. Forever baby. I drift away. You pull me close. You’re so good to me. I know, but I can’t change. I try to tell you, in various sort of ways. You see my softer side. You see the light in me. When it's dark, I'm a bit of everything. Too much. Wandered. Lost. I am chaos, I am love.