Where Did My Brain Go | Juxtapositioning
Lost: one brain, slightly used. If found, please return. Reward. Guess what it's like, knowing that you used to be pretty capable and smart but now you struggle remembering a thing from just 5 minutes ago, and your vocabulary is down at least three notches, and many days it's hard to even make words? Go on, guess. No wait, I'll tell you. It's scary. And it totally sucks. I don't know whether my abilities will ever return. Maybe they will. I hope they will. I know now that my two brain surgeries from over three years ago aren't responsible for these deficits. For a long time I thought, well my brain is just healing and needs time. Fuck healing. I have done the healing. But the thing is, I make my living via words. (Not that anyone is actually hiring me these days. I seem to have dropped off the edge of the planet insofar as people wanting to hire a channel and shamanic energy healer). In my work, I translate pure energy transmitted to me by Solara, the spirit teacher I work