Dear Friends and Family, | O Camgirl
Fear of judgment is a powerful thing. It makes us tiptoe around important issues and censor what's closest to our hearts. We live in shadows, we make ourselves out to be less than we are. And for what? To appease the potential critic before he even has a chance to attack, because we are so afraid. Afraid to be seen as less, we make ourselves small and unremarkable. Oh, I am still self-employed, and proud to confess that I set my own hours and work from home. I'm making my way in the world, and I'm doing alright for myself, you know. Sometimes it's web development, or maybe it's freelance administrative work this week. You know the things I've told you I do for a living. I'm an independent contractor, after all. I could be anything. I would never dream of telling you that my work involves sitting in front of my webcam appealing to the innermost fantasies of strangers on the internet. That would be ridiculous. But yeah, sometimes I take my clothes off.
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