lis.life
A month to change | #30to30's |  
I'll admit right off the bat: I'm getting old! Missing a month to change my age, my life, my habits and other things. I lived the longest and earliest 30 crisis ever but entered officially in my astral hell last month to twenty-somethings. I think in this moment for years and I put a huge pressure to mark this age, you know? First I never had a birthday party in my life, one for me, all made just for me. There the idea of a party would be the most obvious and gave me super! Started planning, but desmotivei when I saw the work that I could reach my expectations! Seriously! The person here leads parties very seriously to do just a muffin or ballad. I dream of these 30 years ago so long we couldn't be anyway. I thought of a short trip, alone and to a place I don't know. That didn't happen because I couldn't get time off work. Obvious! Then I thought about doing nothing because I was tired of trying to please me and I'm picky I know, a lot of work. But, huh? I can't stand it! Missing a month to officially change my calendar …