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On Having Schizophrenia | | A Philosophy Blog
I have schizophrenia. But, during my daily life, I don't think of myself as someone with schizophrenia. I think of myself as Jennie; a person. That's what I am first and foremost. For the longest time, I didn't tell anyone I had schizophrenia, including some family members, and of course, people in my professional life. Especially people in my professional life. The fact is, there's a huge stigma associated with mental illness in general, and schizophrenia in particular. I am not in a constant state of psychosis. I have psychotic breaks every once in a while. They have been frequent enough and bad enough that I am on disability, which is hard to get. It keeps me from working full time. I can write because I can self-pace when I write. So that's what I do. I want everyone who comes to my website to come away with a different understanding of schizophrenia. There was a point in time that I didn't want my mom telling anyone that I have schizophrenia. I told her to tell people I have