restless | | i love WEREWOLVES
It's 10:30pm and I feel restless. I've tried to sleep but sleep eludes me. This seems to be happening to me more and more recently. At first I thought it must be something I'm doing - something that I was eating that was keeping me up, something that was on my mind that was bothering me, something that was distracting me that I didn't realize, but more and more I'm starting to think it's something else. Things just feel different somehow. And not just at night. During the daytime I find myself wanting to be outside more and more. I live in a city, and I've never found a reason to want to be out in "nature" the way people in the country might feel. But for some reason, I'm wanting to be outside. And I even feel jealous of people in the country that can go outside and just walk around a field or a forest or a hilltop. I've found myself listening to the wind when I'm outside. I feel a connection with the wind. I've never really listened to the wind before... in fact, I didn't even