It’s 11:56pm. I wake up drippi g i sweat. My stomach hurts. I get out of bed a d head to the bathroom. This becomes my routi e for the ext hour u til I fi ally give up a d move to the couch. Maybe a cha ge of sce ery will help. Repeat trips to the bathroom for the ext 4 hours u til I fi ally fall asleep from exhaustio ; me tally, physically, emotio ally. I feel like I am at a crossroads i my life. There are too ma y thi gs goi g o at o e time; too ma y expectatio [...]