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Long Road…
Few people on this earth could possibly understand how I'm feeling right now, but I have to talk about it anyway. I feel bad. On an average day, you'll see me with a big grin on my face, excited about this or that and happy with myself. But today I'm not feeling it. Today I'm feeling like someone I don't even know. I've lost 77 pounds in the last several months, and it is still nearly impossible to find clothes that are flattering. I still have no defined style because if it fits well, I wear it. The pretty outfits that I see in the window even when I walk by plus-size stores are still outfits that I cannot always wear. And today, I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to tell the folks at Lane Bryant and Avenue to screw off. I want to feel normal. But none of those things will happen today - except maybe the crying part. The rest doesn't matter. The rest is just part of a bad day that I wish I could skip over to get to the next good one. [...]