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@whynotyams

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HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFE IN A WEEK

BACKSTORY

So I decided to fully immerse myself in "persisting" and fulfilling when I listened to Lonely one by LOVA because I spent around an hour just sobbing because I related to the song.

the week that I started was around Easter break and I was under the most amount of stress I have ever been through and I could see it the effects on my body

I was breaking out with huge pimples even though I was on accutane, I was averaging 2 hours of sleep a day every week for 2 weeks, my period had going on for 2 weeks, I was losing weight rapidly (was under 35kg:( ) my anxiety was at an all time high because I got harassed again(sexual assault victim). I used to have severe depression and have had multiple failed attempts of suicide. AND YES I WAS DESPERATE AS FUCK TO MANIFEST THIS DREAM LIFE OF MINE WHICH IS NO LONGER A DREAM

in the mornings I would be super anxious but I learned how to deal with it and get myself into the state super easily

HOW I DID IT

I GOT OFF TUMBLR: you know how many times I doubted myself only to realise I was doing everything right

I also read and listened to Edward Art MULTIPLE TIMES

Within a week of fulfilling and persisting, I had manifested my dream life. just like that. I woke up one morning and everything I had ever desired was right there. and it was super easy.

all I did was affirm(to remind not to get), visualise and feel. I would only do these methods if I wanted to, if I didn't I wouldn't.

Within a few days, the anxiety lessened so much and it started to feel natural. 

this was a question on Bambi's " how I manifested with hard circumstances " post which has now been sadly deleted but I remember copying this because it gave me hope at the time I copied it (don't hope, just know)

"But isn’t ranting “not letting the old story die out?” you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track.  I rant for 2% of my 24 hour days. The other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as “time” went on, it began to feel more natural and I felt more at ease. I held onto that feeling because I knew this was when I would get my desires and I did."

and that was when I knew I shouldn't give up and I just kept going even when I wanted myself to just get on tumblr and overconsume 

I actually nearly decided to see what I was "doing wrong". I clicked on one of Aphrodite's posts but I didn't read it. I just asked myself if I would look through it if I had my desires and I wouldn't and since I already have all of my desires I didn't.

Whenever the anxiety was too strong and I could feel the frustration and desperation building up, I would just rant and it helped me calm down and get back into the state super easily.

why?

because STATES MANIFEST THOUGHTS DON'T

which is why you can rant.

you know how many FUCKING DOUBTS I had, but I didn't even give them attention coz they didn't deserve any and how many times I wanted to just give up, but I was like NO, STFU, I DON'T WANNA LIVE MISERABLY ANYMORE and now I'm not :)

The affirmations I used:

  • It is done
  • I am living my dream life
  • I am in my desired reality
  • The 3d will conform as long as i keep persisting
  • Imagination is the real reality

I also daydreamed, but since imagination is the real reality they were real

WHAT I MANIFESTED

- desired appearance

- name change

- family change

- skills (drivers licence etc)

- apartment and furniture

- wealth

- a bunch of random materialistic things

- desired friend group (I absolutely love them!)

- desired uni and always getting good grades

- outfits from pinterest

and a bunch of other things

- I also ended up manifesting an sp without even knowing and he's pretty much I everything I scripted him to be(scripted a year ago because I didn't really care for a relationship) but this happened before I manifested my dream life

after a year and half of being on loablr I finally manifested my dream life. and you can too

(there was probably over 100 things I wanted but I realised what I want is not much, nothing ever is when you know about loa and yes, i was super desperate)

you don't need anymore information other than @angelsinluv states post and fulfillment challenge

you shouldn't ever be stressed or worried while manifesting whatever you want, because you wouldn't stress if you had it

TAKE YOUR TIME

YOU GOT THIS

how to create a leveling up/dream girl/rebranding plan 🤍🍸🖤
establish your aesthetic

first thing’s first, you need to know where you want to go in life and what is your “aesthetic”? do you want to be giving “classy, businesswoman”? what about “nyc socialite”? of course these are just examples, but you should know what type of girl you want to embody. remember, you don’t have to fit a narrative, but you should have a general “aesthetic” that you want to be associated with. even if it’s 50 million different aesthetics, it’s whatever makes you, you.

visualize yourself/life

get inspired by making a vision board (physical or digital) and add to your board (if digital) daily. i find that this helps you stay in alignment with where you want to be in the future. you have to stay in that frequency and remind yourself of what’s next to come… because this new life is what’s next to come.

start with habits

please refer to my “starting your leveling up journey” post, but basically— you should create 1-3 habits for each of your goals and work on them until they become second nature. then when you’re ready, start implementing more habits that are aligned with your goals.

create routines with your habits

can you incorporate some of these new habits into a morning or evening routine? we all know that routines are important— they almost become our personalities and they set the tone for the day and night, and even the next day. for me, i know i’m only inspired to exercise in the morning around 10am, so exercise is part of my morning routine.

create daily + weekly goals

let’s say part of your journey is learning a new language. a daily goal could be learning one new vocabulary word in that language. your weekly goal could be knowing the alphabet in that language. use this method for all of your goals.

don’t overwhelm yourself with goals, routines, and habits

start slow; don’t overwhelm yourself. if you want to work on one goal at a time, then work on that one goal. burnout is real and it’s very hard to get back into the swing of things afterwards. i understand most of us are impatient when we just want to be a different version of ourselves, but it’s going to take some adjusting. i suggest not working on more than 3 things at once, but if you can work on more, go ahead

be a part of a community to keep you accountable

tumblr and facebook groups in my opinion are the best ways you can connect with other women who are working on the same thing. you can inspire one another, bounce ideas off of one another, and it’s super fun. you might want to even document your journey online.

set milestones and have a reward system

let’s say you would like to lose or gain weight, no matter the number, focus on 5-10 pound increments. when each milestone is successfully completed, reward yourself with something nice. maybe it’s getting your nails done, or splurging on a product that everyone on tiktok keeps talking about. apply this to any of your goals where there are milestones to get to.

don’t waste the day

you should not have any “zero days” meaning… you should be doing at least one thing everyday to reach a goal(s) you have. it doesn’t matter if one goal was to maintain a more organized, clean environment— do your dishes, set the trash out, clean up the hair from the bathroom sink, etc.

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Anonymous asked:

Something I struggle with is actually starting my journey. I have so many areas that I want to upgrade in and I'm starting to feel overwhelmed. Do you have any advice on that? Thank you!

how to organize your level up journey 🤍

1. take out a piece of paper (or type but it’s better to write things down on paper), and write down each life area (or the ones that you want to change). these include (but not limited to): and make sure you leave a lot of room under each one, probably taking one piece of paper for every life area instead of just using one sheet of paper.

  • school
  • work/career
  • finances
  • romantic relationships
  • family
  • friendships
  • religion/spirituality
  • health/fitness
  • physical appearance
  • recreational/bucket list
  • lifestyle

2. leave space under whichever “life areas” you want to level up in and then write your goals. i suggest 1-3 goals under each, but no more than 5. you don’t want to overwhelm yourself even more. an example of this could look like:

1. physical appearance

- i want to grow longer hair

- i want to clear my skin

- i want to master the perfect makeup look

3. under each one of your goals, write 1-2 habits you could do everyday to work on that goal. you can write more habits if you want to, but again, the goal is to not overwhelm you anymore than you already feel. an example of this could look like:

1. physical appearance

- i want to grow longer hair

• sleep on satin pillow case

• heatless hairstyles daily

4. then start working on those habits, slowly adding a few more into your routine whenever you feel comfortable. don’t get discouraged if you slip a lot during the beginning; that’s completely normal. just keep working on being consistent and it’ll eventually become second nature. then you add more habits and eventually, habits turn into successes.

try my method and see if this works for you. 🫶🏼 get my ebook here

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pairing: yamaguchi tadashi x fem!reader

wc: approx. 10k

cw: PINING!! so so much pining, childhood best friends to lovers, fluff, slight angst, insecure reader, reader has hair (colour, texture, etc is not mentioned)

sidenote: reader likes girls too, but no labels are applied/specified

Jdjxiz, ahhh, you write Yamaguchi so beautifully 🛐🛐🛐 thank you for making this, may you live in peace for the rest of your life♡♡

PART 5

Hi guys😘‼️ season finale! I've been using my months on ONLY 5 PARTS OH MY DAYS😭👊💥👊💥👊💥

I don't know when I will start up with this comic again, and my original plan was to leave it at this, but I had so many ideas for this so I need to continue 💀 but idk for how long.

For those who knows/don't know, I will be making fanfic going more in depth abt my story, i will be posting on AO3 and I already have the prologue, im just going through a phase where i'm like "should I? Should I not?" But I hopeit will help you to understand the story a bit better!!

Thank you for all support! I will prob jump right into this again, but for now, I will take a small break from this comic💔

Bro draws so majestically 😩🫶🏽

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Glow-up tips that actually work from your favourite beauty girly (me)

Hot girls don't gatekeep, so here are some of my favourite glow-up tips that actually work. <3

Skin

  • Find a skincare routine that works for you!! It took me years to find mine, but now my skin is literally perfect. <3 (let me know if you guys want a detailed skincare routine!!)
  • Don't pick your skin, the less you touch your face, the better.
  • I believe ice rollers are bs…
  • If you struggle with dark circles, don't try fixing them through skincare. Most likely, the problem comes from your diet or stress.
  • Dry brushing is a game-changer!!
  • Use lotion after every shower and apply a body spray before the lotion is fully absorbed into your skin. You'll smell amazing for DAYS.
  • Don't try homemade skincare if you already struggle with your skin. I learned it the hard way, lol…
  • WASH YOUR MAKEUP BRUSHES

Hair

  • The more heat you use, the more damage you'll have.
  • SILK PILLOWCASES
  • Never sleep with wet or damp hair.
  • Stop buying cheap shampoo and conditioner, also make sure to check the ingredients!!
  • Some ingredients to avoid: Sulfates, Parabens, Polyethene Glycols, Triclosan, Formaldehyde, Synthetic Fragrances and Colors, Dimethicone, Retinyl Palmitate.
  • I trim my hair every 3 months.
  • If you have damaged hair, invest in some Olaplex!! my favourites are N4c, N6 and N7. <3

Diet

  • green juice actually makes you feel better. I make mine at home and LOVE it :)
  • Balance is key!! I swear by the 80/20 rule.
  • Drink more water, even if you think you're drinking enough. DRINK MORE
  • Keto is BS <3
  • Focus on eating more protein. Usually, low-fat products have more protein, so I just try to buy those, lol.
  • I eat gluten-free, not by choice… But it did clear my acne, so…
  • Take supplements, get a blood test done, discuss it with a doctor and start taking whatever they recommend. GAME CHANGER.
  • EAT MORE VEGETABLES and fruits.

Lifestyle

  • Focus on being more active, walk more, workout, join a club or sport, dance, whatever works for you!!
  • I aim for 10K steps, I live in a big city, so I usually walk more than that but still.
  • Hobbies that don't include screen time. Trust me.
  • Find your personal style and ALWAYS dress up. <3
  • TREAT YOURSELF. Buy yourself flowers, and presents, go to your favourite restaurants, vacations!!
  • Read more. As a classics lover, I can't imagine a life without literature, but even if you don't like classics, any book is better than no book!!
  • Take more pictures. I've noticed that I have become a lot more present since I've started taking more pictures!! highly recommend :)
  • I hate to say this, but getting up earlier is lowkey kinda great... been doing it for a few weeks, and unfortunately, I do feel better... they were right...
  • Get a cat. :)

Mindset

  • Stop assuming that everyone hates you, they don't, trust me.
  • Journaling, manifesting, law of attraction, affirmations.
  • one of my favourite affirmations: "if I weren't capable, the opportunity wouldn't have come my way; I belong here." <3
  • Stop hanging out with people who drain your energy
  • stop consuming media that makes you feel bad.
  • What would the highest version of yourself do?
  • If you change your mindset, you will change your life.
  • Romanticise every aspect of your life. <3

As always, please feel free to share your own suggestions and glow-up tips in the comments! <3

✩‧₊*:・love ya ・:*₊‧✩

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Hananoi-kun to Koi no Yamai - Morino Megumi (9.5/10)

Yes, this does have an English release. Yes, you should buy it. This series is pure catharsis. It's about growing up. It's about immature, possessive emotions. It's about how that kind of attitude can stunt you socially, and leave you lonely. There's also an excellent message about bullying, and forgiveness.

tw: not proofread, yandere, manipulation, gaslighting.

─ 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄! 𝐉𝐎𝐂𝐊 𝐇𝐂𝐒…

he’s a jock, but not the playboy tv show/movie stereotype jock.  he’s more of the hopelessly-in-love golden retriever puppy type.

100% a delusional yandere.  he believes everything he does for you is for the best and will try to coax you into thinking he’s always right.

he is insanely jealous.  anyone who tries to hit on you will get a black eye for touching what’s his.

he always forces you to sit with his friend group at lunch.  the entire time, he’ll have you sitting by his side, proudly showing you off to the entire football team.

before dropping you off at classes, he’ll try to make out with you.  if you’re not a fan of hallway pda, he’ll scoff, muttering about how “if people look, it’s their fuckin’ problem.”

everywhere you go, he is there too!!!  he is clingy.  most nights, he invites you to his house to stay over.  his home is your second home.

when he drives the both of you to school, his left hand is on the wheel and the other is resting on your thigh.  he tries hard to make you blush like the girls in romance movies.

before every game, he insists for you to wear his jersey and sit in the front row of bleachers so he can wave at you when the game begins.

he allows you to have zero male friends under the excuse of “i don’t have female friends, so why should you have any guy friends?  i’m all you need…”

on the topic of friends, he’d condition you to always pick him over your friends (or anyone else, really).  he’s constantly terrified of you realizing how terrible of a boyfriend he is and eventually leaving him.  and with how smitten he is, there’s no chance he’ll ever let you go.

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i’m your biggest fan <3 (repost)

fanboy!au where you’re their favorite character in the show haikyuu!! gn reader. Some suggestive but no actual nsfw

kuroo

  • lurker stan who snaps when you start gaining popularity and doesn't let anyone forget that he was there ‘since the debut date'
  • will refuse to believe in any au! where you're not single
  • absolutely haaaates the love interest you have in canon and his line of defense against it is "cant they just be friends? yall are lame for shipping them when all they did was hold hands and kiss a few times lmaoo"
  • has a private insta account for fanarts
  • if the mangaka ever releases post time skip material where you're with your love interest kuroo literally gaslights himself and others into believing it's just a cover up
  • if he sees someone wearing hq merch in public he'll be like "oh, my sister likes that show. who's ur favorite?" and then judges them based on their answer
  • the opposite of bokuto, he finds other y/n stans annoying and sees them as competition
  • so possessive of you and thinks he's the only one who truly actually loves you
  • makes hcs in his head of icks for you and forces himself to love you regardless #scorpio
  • tries to write y/n x reader but it's all so obviously self insert
  • "y/n ran their hands through your messy black hair and tugged your 6'5 frame in for a kiss"
  • when ppl come at him for not being inclusive he says it's just his style of writing
  • anon: "um u literally put your name in there. your name is tetsurou isn't it?"
  • starts putting a header with "dont like, dont read. haters and antis will be blocked on site 🙃"
  • only kenma knows about his obsession fixation and its only bc he saw kuroo's laptop wallpaper once (you setting up for a serve with your shorts riding up your thighs a bit)
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"i'd choose you."

characterszhongli, xiao, kazuha, al haitham, ayato, heizou, albedo, scaramouche, childe, diluc, kaeya, itto, gorou, thoma, tighnari, cyno

tags fluff, you and [character] are so in love with each other it’s making me get cavities ouchies, hint of reincarnation!au in zhongli's ;)

a/n wrote something similar to this in the past for a different fandom, but i love the prompt so much i had to do it again, this time with the genshin men &lt;3

𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ⬙ 𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡

❝ 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮; 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬, 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬, 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐈'𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. ❞

⟣— the chaos of stars ⫘ kiersten white
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Forced / Arranged Marriage Trope 

Diluc, Ayato, Pierro, Zhongli x Reader

A/N: this took me ages to write (cough cough ayato) and even longer to edit but i dont care i love this trope… i hope you like it too </3 i love mean m3n! the whole ‘oh i dont think he loves me but he actually does’ is so fun…. so fun

fem!reader bc I like the use of ‘wife’

WC - 3.3k

~~~

Diluc R. 

Where is my wife?” 

thinking about yamaguchi having a crush on you.

at first he was flustered, realizing his feelings for his close friend. he goes to everyone for advice (insert advice from each of the 1st years) but eventually decides on pushing down his crush.

his insecurities get the best of him, thinking there's no way you would like someone like him like that. but he can't help but want to be close with you and it can't hurt to try.. right?

yamaguchi who's always flashing you smiles and good mornings when he sees you at your locker.

yamaguchi who's always willing to lend you a hand, be it doing tasks for a teacher or explaining something in class.

yamaguchi who had at first been too uptight to even touch you but now he jokingly carries you away from an argument with tsukishima.

yamaguchi who becomes tadashi, insisting you call him by his first name.

tadashi who invites you out to eat after school sharing a meal with him. (it's nice to see him outside of school)

tadashi who used to be so easy to tease.

tadashi who, when you attempt to fluster him by hand feeding him a fry, immediately leans forward mouth open as he looks at you expectantly.

tadashi who makes you blush with his newfound forwardness.

tadashi who gives you a cheery "thank you" as he feigns innocence to your flushed reaction.

tadashi who decides to maybe not give up on his feelings just yet.

after all, it can't hurt to try.. right?

AHHHH YESSS YAMAS 🛐🛐🛐🛐 HES SO ADORABLE I CAN'T-

(thank you for making this, it's amazing 🙇🏾‍♀️🙇🏾‍♀️)

yandere worshiper who admire you from afar. They can't even begin to think standing with you or near your presence. You are the literal definition of perfection!

yandere worshiper who don't want anyone close to you. No, they frankly don't need you to have anyone else except them. Even though they do not approach you a lot or heck even little they want don't want you near someone below you.

yandere worshiper who don't know how they became a stalker and had a stalker wall covered with you and only you. They want to stop and want to be with you but never get the courage.

yandere worshiper who don't know what might happen if you are not with them or worse date someone else. They are already violent for you, they know that this is bad and what they are doing is wrong but then it's for you! All this is for you and only you dear!

yandere worshiper who don't really want to do anything to you, they don't want to hurt you or they don't want to kidnap you and steal you away from your life. But of course their needs, more specifically keeping you to themself is what matters more or what matters even more is that a scum won't speak to a goddess like you.

The best kinda yandere tbh 😩🤚🏾🛐🛐🛐

☼ — giving them a collar

+ tugging on its leash

word count. 2.2k

characters included. zhongli, childe, al-haitham

୨୧ — ꒰ cw. yandere, unhealthy relationships, possessive & obsessive thoughts/behaviors, religious + cult themes, sagau + cult au shit, g/n reader. i do not condone yanderes irl.

୨୧ — ꒰ a/n. not proofread we die like rex lapis

zhongli

The moment you hand the collar over, there's only a small pause of silence before Zhongli is already clicking it around his neck.

He doesn't give away his thought process, nor how flustered he is beyond the soft blush decorating his cheeks; but the truth is quite obvious once you know the signs. His small, quick breaths, his downward glance, the slight skip in his step— if Zhongli was in his draconic form, his tail would be wagging behind him. His millenniums of waiting were worth it just for this brief moment of paradise.

Internally, Zhongli's entire body is on fire. His heart feels like it's about to burst, threatening to jump right out of his chest and into your waiting hands. It is only with the self control he's attained as the previous Geo Archon that he manages to reel himself back in— before he further shames himself and caves, dropping to his knees and asking you to clarify; to do even more to him.

Owners give their precious pets collars, no? Which means you're laying claim on him. You're calling him your pet. You're calling him yours. You're saying you own him.

The mere thought makes Zhongli dizzy with bliss. To be yours, he thinks, is the greatest wish of them all. How many can say they have the honor, to have your eyes find them appealing in such a way? None other than him.

credits to @d10nsaint ( literally. she's so creative and will not hesitate to slam you down your problematic faves in front of you <333 )

imagine being dion's wife, loving him even though you know it was hopeless to wish, but in such a lonely household where anyone and everyone can become enemies within seconds you have no choice but to rely on him. as long as he was loyal to you, you gave him your love and utter devotion. even after you had a child with him, it just doubled even more. it was proof that he cared for you to some extent, your optimism explained. he must've loved you in his way and this was his proof. he wasn't raised in a good environment, you noted, but you can help him. if you showed him love, then perhaps he can be healed and love you back.

until that night. you were waiting for him as any obedient wife would. dressed in a robe with nothing underneath. perhaps it's time to give your child another sibling, you couldn't help but think this morning. but the moment he arrived you could see the disheveled clothes, the messy hair, and the way he walked. and oh suddenly you could smell that strange scent on him, no...it was perfume. so strong you couldn't help but cringe. and why...why was there a colored smudge around his neck? his pale lips seem to be redder than before. and that jewel hanging off from his lapel...as of it was taunting you.

you know it deep in your heart but you refused to believe it. you just couldn't and you demanded an explanation of where he was hours ago. but when his crimson eyes stared at you, no...glared at you. so intense, perhaps the most emotion you seen him displayed. so you shut your mouth quickly and headed to bed.

and soon what you thought would be a one-night thing slowly became an every night thing. and everyone knew it. they knew of his mistress especially when he bought her there. and gods, it was utterly humiliating and you became the mockery of the very household. it was breaking you, tearing you down but you were so sure he loved you. so you kept your head high, for your child ( who looked exactly like dion ), and did your best to keep your dwindling reputation up.

till you couldn't. seeing your beloved child die in their father's hands because they were unable to pass the special exam took a toll on your health and you were so very weak. because how could he? how could he do this to his child? you? to their family?

finally, seeing the mistress and dion in your shared bedroom, committing the deed had done it. you grabbed dion's blade and held it against your throat, screaming why didn't he love you? what did you lack? how could he betray you like this? but with his expresionless face, coldly replying that you shouldn't make a scene since you were gonna die anyway. and that last sanity broke loose. you were truly an idiot who could only look through rose tinted glasses. it had already been over, you thought as you slit your lovely throat and swore to never love him again...

so imagine the shock and utter disbelief when you woke up in your family home. and it wasn't any normal day. it was the day your fate was sealed. the day you wed to dion agriche. a part of you wanted to run and never look back. but your child's pleas and crying were still fresh in your memory. your pain and suffering all because of that wretched man. as your maids prepped you up in your luxurious wedding gown, you knew there was only one option you could choose.

you will exact your revenge on dion agriche and bring down that damn household.

( might make a part two?? depends since there's so many routes this can go to! )

Bruh this is so good omg 🛐🛐🛐

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Everyone: Mc do you have a favorite?

Mc : huh? No I love everyone equally

* everyone leaves*

Mc: *pulls luke aside*

Mc : it's you but don't tell anyone.