tw ed

do you notice me now?

overdosing again lmao

also purging again 💀

period wont come and my hair is falling out

life is fun

fuck recovery

im convinced no one loves me tbh

pov : my thighs dont touch anymore

i cannot get through a single day sober

im convinced eating one chip is a binge

the thought of eating and not eating consumes my mind

i want to self destruct out of existence

waiting for everyone to leave the kitchen so i can throw this food away : |

eating makes my ed feel so invalid

now currently in the nurses office for being so weak and nearly passing out

lol woke up and going to school like i didn't just try to kms

uhm...

im still here 😐

currently overdosing :)

i dont know how to be myself anymore