Lover of Much

I've been sick for so long my boss has stopped responding to my texts letting her know I'm still unwell and can't come back in yet. As someone learning they have RSD, ADHD, and autism this is very stressful. Did she get my message? Is she mad at me? Does everyone think I'm just lying? Am I going to get fired?(actually I don't really care about this one. If I can't be ill and miss work without repercussions I don't want to work for you)

I spend half.my time sick worrying about a bunch of shit I shouldn't have to worry about. I don't want to be sick. I've barely eaten in a week. I'm so tired of watching Netflix and tik toks. But yeah, just worrying about the fucking talking to I assume will be waiting for me. When I get back. As if I planned it, as if being human is wrong and unallowed.

Feelin like a big ugly unlovable waste of space

I never upload anymore but here's a vid of me taking a big dab 🤷🏻

Just came on to say, I think we all know the government could be handling this covid shit a lot better, but I think people forget that this isn't something any of us have experienced before, including politicians. We are learning as we go. Things will not be perfect when you learn on the fly. Try to remember that when being a backseat politician.

But my fucking god, don't you dare fucking say to me that it's no worse than the common flu that occurs every year. I'm pretty sure each year hospitals don't see over run morgues and a flu that is so aggressive it hospitalizes people for months. Yeah there's a fuckin flu each year and unfortunately it does kill some people, but it is nothing like covid. So just shut the fuck up.