I remembered why I dont use tumblr. I vent out about personal shit and guys still thinks it's cute to tell me "its sexy to have problems" wtf.
I just wanna sleep.
*trigger warning*
I had a very bad episode. I feel crazy. And stupid. And I end up breaking my selfharm streak today. I was nearly 5 years clean man.
Im so overwhelmingly disappointed in myself rn. I dont even have the courage to tell my bf bit I know if I lie its worse. Im so blank rn.
Im garbage.
(Please dont message me about this. I dont wanna talk about it.)
It feels like my bf is hiding something from me and its starting to really upset me. I cant bring it up because he just gets upset. No one I can talk to about it. And no where to vent but an empty page no one is gonna see. Im sad.
i crave your sleepy kisses and the feeling of your skin against mine as we drift off asleep.
