• Absent: preoccupied 
• Agonized: as if in pain or tormented
• Alluring: attractive, in the sense of arousing desire
• Appealing: attractive, in the sense of encouraging goodwill and/or interest
• Beatific: blissful
• Black: angry or sad, or hostile
• Bleak: hopeless
• Blinking: surprise, or lack of concern
• Blithe: carefree, lighthearted, or heedlessly indifferent
• Brooding: anxious and gloomy
• Bug eyed: frightened or surprised
• Chagrined: humiliated or disappointed
• Cheeky: cocky, insolent
• Cheerless: sad
• Choleric: hot-tempered, irate
• Darkly: with depressed or malevolent feelings
• Deadpan: expressionless, to conceal emotion or heighten humor
• Despondent: depressed or discouraged
• Doleful: sad or afflicted
• Dour: stern or obstinate
• Dreamy: distracted by daydreaming or fantasizing
• Ecstatic: delighted or entranced
• Faint: cowardly, weak, or barely perceptible
• Fixed: concentrated or immobile
• Gazing: staring intently
• Glancing: staring briefly as if curious but evasive
• Glazed: expressionless due to fatigue or confusion
• Grim: fatalistic or pessimistic
• Grave: serious, expressing emotion due to loss or sadness
• Haunted: frightened, worried, or guilty
• Hopeless: depressed by a lack of encouragement or optimism
• Hostile: aggressively angry, intimidating, or resistant
• Hunted: tense as if worried about pursuit
• Jeering: insulting or mocking
• Languid: lazy or weak
• Leering: sexually suggestive
• Mild: easygoing
• Mischievous: annoyingly or maliciously playful
• Pained: affected with discomfort or pain
• Peering: with curiosity or suspicion
• Peeved: annoyed
• Pleading: seeking apology or assistance
• Quizzical: questioning or confused
• Radiant: bright, happy
• Sanguine: bloodthirsty, confident
• Sardonic: mocking
• Sour: unpleasant
• Sullen: resentful
• Vacant: blank or stupid looking
• Wan: pale, sickly
• Wary: cautious or cunning
• Wide eyed: frightened or surprised
• Withering: devastating
• Wrathful: indignant or vengeful
• Wry: twisted or crooked to express cleverness or a dark or ironic feeling

Lily makes everyone in her life, from her friends to her students feel loved. She makes the best oatmeal raisin cookies ever, can recite every line from Goonies, and she’s the strongest person I’ve ever met. I can’t imagine my life without her. I love you, Lily.

1. You're the West Village
2. Me! Out now (on Lesbian Visibility Day)
3. I came straight from Rome
4. Female ballet dancer trying to get to Taylor in Lover performance
5. I want to thank my boyfriend Adam
6. Snuck in through the garden gate
7. They're all wearing these robes btw, it's like an actual fantasy
8. Emily, I feel like our relationship got to the next level
9. Our secret moments in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you
10. Taylor tagged as a daisy // now I'm your daisy
11. I like women, particularly gay women
12. Your eyes are really blue... damn it, did I blink?
13. The number thirteen
14. Fell down the rabbit hole URL
15. I don't want you like a best friend
16. Got drunk and made fun of the way you talk
17. The Male Perspective™
18. My E-e-e-e, she's my friend now
19. You say you wanted me, but you're sleeping with him
20. Wear you like a necklace
21. Something happens when everybody finds out
22. She's a queen, selling dreams, selling makeup and magazines
23. Allegedly
24. I left a note on the door with a joke we made
25. She's a crook who got caught
26. Women secretly touching hands in "The Man" MV
27. "Honey" in Taylor's playlist
28. Orange Girl™
29. The shape of your name still spells out pain
30. I loved you in secret
31. "Breathe" = platonic friendship song
32. Everybody's watching her but she's looking at you
33. And that's the thing about illicit affairs
34. Thirteenth person to walk out in VSFS // thirteenth person in "Bad Blood" MV
35. My man and I've been through a lot together
36. The Eye Theory™
37. Glass shattered on the white cloth, everybody moved on
38. She's got shiny abs
39. You wear the same jewels that I gave you as you bury me
40. Middle name Joseph
41. Exile as single on August third
42. Gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies
43. Love locked down
44. When you talk to me like I'm your friend Diana, I'm not Diana
45. On the way home
46. Betty, will you kiss me?
47. And you can want who you want, boys and boys and girls and girls
48. Relax - I'll try
49. That she never loved me
50. I like a cup of Joe in the morning
51. My girl
52. I grew a beard to be taken seriously as a producer at the Grammy's
53. That's the price I paid for seven years in heaven
54. Have a great summer knowing how disgustingly beautiful you are
55. Gay pride is what makes me me
56. I'd fall from grace just to touch your face
57. It shouldn't be a big deal who you love
58. Karlie filming Taylor performing "Dress"
59. I wanna kiss a girl
60. That's fine, I'll tell mine that you're gaaaay
61. I've tried ×2
62. "She's my sunshine" in Taylor's playlist
63. Or hide in the closet
64. Kissgate
65. A lifetime of adventures together
66. Riptide cover
67. Fifth person in the dive bar
68. Every gender neutral interview (person, they/them)
69. Are you gonna get a beard like Taylor Swift?
70. Angel boyfriend of one year
71. Watching Karlie watch Taylor during this moment of Taylor watching Karlie was everything
72. Shade never made anybody less gay
73. That was my first girl kiss
74. I am obsessed with you. If you look out your window and down the street about 200 yards, you may see a big white van parked on the street. I am inside the van with a telescope and computer. Just trying to catch a glimpse of Kelsey.
75. Dancing in your Levi's
76. When I walked up to the podium I think that I forgot to say your name
77. We're both normal girls™
78. As a birthday present from the media
79. I get mystified by how this city screams your name
80. I want her midnights
81. Like I'm not your favorite town, I'm New York City
82. Your kitchen or mine?
83. The girl in my story has always been you
84. August slipped away
85. You're so gorgeous, it's hard to talk to you
86. IMPo0RtaNt™
87. The skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up
88. Let's show our pride
89. Staying friends would iron it out so nice
90. Josh's playlist
91. If that's you, pad yourself on the back, I love you so much
92. (Pisces) (Male) (Producer)
93. I don't like a gold rush
94. I can't dare to dream about you anymore
95. Now you try on calling me baby like trying on clothes
96. Sorry for not making you my center fold
97. Gay texan picture
98. It's new, the shape of your body
99. Now she's hiding in a closet. Now she's locked in that closet.