something is wrong with me
my way of dealing with problems is if something goes wrong, i'll just kill myself
and the way i deal with stress is to imagine different ways i might die
I don't want to live.
I don't want to die.
I just want not to exist.
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i’ve been feeing so ashamed of my mental health recently. like i’m embarrassed about it.
This is the one app where I hate seeing people follow me. I’m sorry you relate and I love all of you
One secret is that I can’t stand some of the people who call me “friend”
I’m tired of being leeched off
The slightest inconvenience makes me want to kill myself so bad,
I don't think most people understand how violent it is
I don't know how my younger self went through all of that shit without fucking ending herself.
“Stop asking me to trust you while I’m still coughing water up from the last time you let me drown.”
— Unknown
“I mean, sometimes remembering can really destroy you.”
— Benjamin Alire Sáenz; He Forgot to Say Goodbye