"I've never wanted to drown more"
A hot sun with cold water,
I've never wanted to drown more.
But we don't deserve it,
We don't deserve anything.
Even common courtesy,
Its too much.
Reblogged estrella-gemela
by Jerry HsuΒ
Pride, is me telling you why you're also wrong, instead of telling you all of the reasons of why I loved you, and why It hurts to have you lost for good.
Fear, is me trying to have the last word by saying something crude and pushing you away for good, till I'm ready to see if you still hate me, because I can't live with that.
When I should just except your happiness and be happy for you, and leave you to live your life.
Guilt, is me knowing you deserved better. But still trying to change your mind about me, while still treating you the same. Because I never did change. I had no reason to, because I knew you couldn't change your mind, even later in life.
Love, is what I'll continue to have for you. Even when I want to be spiteful or cold. Even when you shut that door. Even when all your memories of me are bad, and you think I don't understand you at all. I still carry the good memories with me.
Meeting someone new won't erase you. But I'll know better about what to do with myself, and with dating someone who understands me better than you.
Reblogged stuckinspringtime
The Cure β 1984
Reblogged skullgrind
