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[ they/she | 20s | queer polyam | therian | 🔞 minors dnf ] ;; art blog @somnire ;; like what i do? buy me a ko-fi! ;; u can call me aelyis. when i talk abt aelyis/lee however im talking about my oc/sona that i stole my name from :3

hey!!! so we're moving again here soon, im getting shorted on hours at work, and i would like to have More Money for that!!! prices are in usd and may differ depending on design complexity or any additional characters, if ur interested shoot me a message and we can talk it out :3

i love drawing fem characters pokemon and furries so furry girl likers i am at your doorstep on my knees holding up my tablet and looking at you with the wettest eyes

my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?
me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.
my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.
me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.
my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?
me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.
my therapist: but you did.
me: sorry?
my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.
me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.
my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.
me: …huh?
my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.
me:
me: oh.

Oh….okay. I understand now…

was thinking about infighting and like. they all see us the same. from the wildest queerest fagdyke to a cis gay guy. we are the same to them. the weird queers are not like. ruining your precious community. we're a part of it

@ exclusionists:

you heard of "hating female characters for traits people would find interesting and morally grey in male characters", now get ready for "calling female characters annoying for traits they would consider interesting or quirky in a male character" and its twin sibling "accusing a female character of 'holding grudges' and 'being selfish/unforgiving' over something that people would consider 'traumatised' and 'still feeling hurt' in a male character"

worked on this hand punch needle rug for so long 🥹 but y'all i LOVE how it turned out. this commissioner had a lot of trust in me changing the positioning/size of all the logos, and adding pastel ombre yarn stripes for that good good holographic CD effect! 💿

of course, i wish there were a way to get SUPER precise tiny letters, but with a hand punch needle and a chunky yarn, this was as small as i could get!

you’re my frankenstein, and i’m your monster!!

(everyone go watch dead end paranormal park right now bc i have a mighty need for a second season thank you)

(also my commissions are open!)

[ID: a drawing of norma from dead end paranormal park. she is singing aggressively into a microphone. her eyes are scrunched close, and she is holding out her hands to her side. behind her is a cracked mirror. the reflection in the mirror shows pauline in the same poses as norma. she is smiling as she sings into her microphone. there are clouds of smoke around norma’s feet. the background is green. End ID.]