“The point is to live one’s life in the full complexity of what one is, which is something much darker, more contradictory, more of a maelstrom of impulses and passions, of cruelty, ecstasy, and madness, than is apparent to the civilized being who glides on the surface and fits smoothly into the world.”

— Thomas Nagel, Secular Philosophy and the Religious Temperament

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coltre

And if these pictures have anything important to say to future generations, it’s this: I was here. I existed. I was young, I was happy, and someone cared enough about me to take my picture.

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midsommars-deactivated20201109

Call Me By Your Name (2017) // Lady Bird (2017)

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fyp-psychology

wnq-philosophy

Alan Watts | @wnq-philosophy

Source: wnq-philosophy

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flowerais-deactivated20211031

types of people

2am - city lights from a high rise, dusty book piles, tired eyes, writing stories, indie concerts, procrastination, denim jackets, classic movies, writing in a diary, impulse shopping, plants on the window ledge

5am - evening drives, dark circles under eyes, neon lights, vivid dreams, broken handwriting, 90s music, leather jackets, tousled hair, late night phone calls, silver necklaces, flannel around their waist

10am - soft blankets, lover of routine, acoustic songs, good grades, bullet journals, pastels and plants, sweet coffee, freshly baked bread, cat washi tape, cozy apartment, long winter coats over turtle neck jumpers, tote bags

1pm - yellow socks, doodles, doc martens, strawberries in the garden, sunflower daydreams, pictures of clouds and best friends, a handful of flowers, peach slices, paint smears on clothes

5pm - gold sunlight, peach ice tea, whispered secrets, swimming in the lake, roses on the wall, french pastries, learning foreign words, soft voices, bike rides and summer picnics, wax stamped envelopes

7pm - dreamy sunsets, evening laughter, cursive handwriting, glossy makeup, soft lighting, photo booths, cherry ice cream, sparkling ocean waves, vintage mirrors, sweet tangerines on a balcony, flowers in a bath

11pm - scented candles, unwanted nostalgia, existential questions, sadness without reason, sitting in the dark and watching the stars, associating songs with past lovers, soft heart, oversized jumpers

Source: diamond

365filmsbyauroranocte

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inkskinned

Anonymous asked:

Any advice to other writers?

inkskinned answered:

yes. it is this: stop listening to advice.

in 2nd grade my advice was stop writing. i’m an adhd cuban kid writing bad poetry, trembling when i raise my hand in public. i get my first (and only) award at this age, when my colorblind self sees a picture incorrectly and writes a poem about the muddiness a toad sits in, where everyone else sees colors, blossoming.at 15 you will not win awards. nor at 16, or 20, or 23.

but if this is your heart and soul, you will keep writing. because it doesn’t matter. it doesn’t matter if 215,000 people read your writing, or just 3. what matters is that you write, in margins of papers you lose, in the edges of moleskins you burn, on your exposed skin. you write and write and write until you are drained of it. but you are never, not really, drained of it. in the meantime, i learned grammar so specifically i could teach it, so teach it i did, in a better way than i ever learned it. i explained: there, their, and they’re are easy to remember. there has “here” in it, which makes it regarding times or places. their has a little person in the form of “i” in it. that’s about you or other people. “they’re” is the easiest because the apostrophe means “they are”. and that’s the end of things. “breath” and “breathe” are different but related things, when you take a breath, you swallow the “e”, to breathe means you rEleasE the ending.

and then i crushed it under a boot. a lot of people asked me: how come. but the how is easy. the lower case and all my lack of punctuation and things. i knew the rules and broke them because it was the thing to do. bc it felt weird to talk in a fake way, u know? like i was lying.

so i told the truth. while i talked about superpowers or magic or anything fake. i told the truth. and that’s what makes it real, isn’t it. that we look for the honesty of a moment. nobody says “hey how are you doing?” “oh, i’m fine, how about you?” unless they’re being fake. two friends say “what’s up?” the other says “i’m dead inside fuck you.”

and you watch. i watch with big eyes. i observe. i know how people talk to each other, how they move in the world. so when she glides through the doors, people turn and look at her. so that blurting isn’t just blurting, it’s meant with uncertainty. so that things have meaning.

people ask me: how come your dialogue is so good? and the truth is: i cheat. i say it out loud, and think: does this flow? does it rest? does it sound like two people talking? “how is that going” “here is exposition about my being a spy i was once in the Russian army” doesn’t sound friendly. two people being like “how’s that vent crawling going?” “oh, you know, lovely, i’m belly-flat and hungry” sounds much more lovely. this is how you fit in character development. i almost never do it without spoken word. why say “she was mad about her past” when i can say “oh, you know, lovely, i’m belly-flat and hungry, but like, you know, they carved out my insides, so, like, extra room, thanks, you fuckers,” works twice as well.

and then i throw it out. people say “here’s a list of words that replace said” so i write a story where people only use said, and it works, because the narrator’s voice is strong enough it carries it on through the universe. and i throw out commas. and i throw out quotation marks. i use whatever i think the words need. and i move forwards.

i think what writers should be afraid of the most is stagnation. not agents or how the audience will take them or how the world will scoop up words or anything. just the healthy fear of constantly rewriting the same thing in different words. that’s the true fear. and this isn’t to say that you can’t write about the same emotions or people. but everything should be a new exploration into a concept. kind of a tall order.

so i’ll say this. who gives a shit. if you spend 4 years writing a love poetry blog to your significant other, he still ends up hating your poetry. if you write to the wrong person, you feel stupid and numb, endless. in a bad way, i mean.

so write for yourself, always. who cares about notes. i write dumb shit all the time. write because it’s the only thing worth doing. write because people told you to stop.

people ask me all the time “how did you do that!” but the truth is all you need to do is look at the number of posts. at the end of six thousand, you find a way around your land.

and you find your voice. and that’s all that matters, in the end.

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thelifeofasiren

sunsetico

maybe i’ll die alone, i don’t know. or maybe i will meet the love of my life this next coming week. i still don’t know. but in the meantime, there are so many other things to life apart from love and heartbreak.

excessive romanticising of love can be fatal. (via sunsetico)

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mishasminions

MOOD

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wnq-writers

dear me, boy have you fought a hard fight this year. and for that i apologise. i never meant to make it tough for you. you were never fighting against the enemy - you were fighting yourself. i convinced you it was right and that there was something worth fighting for. i apologise for turning your mind against you. i gave you no hope of survival this year apart from the words that you ink onto paper before locking away. apart from the escape of being in someone else’s shoes on stage for an hour or two and even then the joy that once came with such activities disappeared. i’m sorry i let you believe that you weren’t worth that love. you weren’t good enough for that crush you had, you weren’t special enough for familial love and you definitely weren’t normal enough for platonic affection. most of all you were never worth the love that flows from your heart in a never ending stream waiting for someone to push it back so you feel that heartbreak - letting it creep into every crevice, cementing the fact that you were unlovable. i was wrong. i was lost in the darkness that clouded my sight and turned my living days into the same nightmares i saw at night. that took away the joy and light of dreams and replaced them with a void of empty space as the violent thoughts corrupted my nights as well. i am sorry. i say it a lot to others, to the animals and even to the world we live in but i don’t say it to you. i have hurt you. more that anyone else possibly could have. i look back upon this year and i wonder when the hope lighting the way disappeared. the once ignited flame was lost in the shadows and there was no room for it in the self-pity i shrouded you with. dear me, the new year is almost upon and i want to be better for you, help me be better.

millennial-poe, writing prompt #69: Write a letter apologizing to your body for any hatred and ingratitude you may have expressed. (via wnq-writers)

Source: wnq-writers.com

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bootleqs

BOOTLEQ'S MASTERLIST

Hi! So, as promised, here are the links to every single bootleg I have, as well as my list of requests! My goal is to streamline this blog and make it more of a community effort, so feel free to take what you need but if you have one of my requests please send it my way! Make sure to check this post before asking, but if you are looking for something that isn’t here definitely shoot me a message!Also, if one of my links is down, please message me so I can try to fix it or remove it! Thank you for helping me out!

Aida

· 2001 with Mara Days, Matt Bogart, Idina Menzel (x)

· Broadway full show (x)

Aladdin

· Pre-Broadway Full Show Toronto (x)

· Aladdin: A Musical Spectacular final performance HD (x)

Allegiance

· Broadway with George Takei and Lea Salonga (x)

Amelie

· OBC (x)

· Audio w/ Philippa Soo (x)

American Idiot

· (x) [password: greenday]

American Psycho

· OBC (x)

An American in Paris

· Broadway (x)

Anything Goes

· Sutton Foster & Joel Grey (x)

Annie

· 1982 Film (x)

· 1999 Film (x)

· 2012 Broadway Full Show (x)

Assassins

· 2004 Broadway Revival (x)

Avenue Q

· Broadway full show (x)

A Bed and a Chair

· Bernadette Peters and Jeremy Jordan (x)

A Chorus Line

· excellent high school production (act 1) (act 2)

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

A Very Potter Trilogy

· A Very Potter Musical (x)

· A Very Potter Sequel (x)

· A Very Potter Senior Year (x)

Bare

· 2012 Off Broadway (Part One) (Part Two)

Beauty and the Beast

· Benet Academy 2008 (part one) (part two)

Billy Elliot

· 2008 Broadway (x)

· Broadway with Trent Kowalik (x)

Bloody Bloody Andrew Jackson

· Broadway (x)

Bonnie and Clyde

· Laura Osnes & Jeremy Jordan (x)

Book of Mormon

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

· US Tour (Act 1) (Act 2)

Bring It On

· (x)

Bye Bye Birdie

· 1963 Film (x)

· On Stage with Alan Cumming (x)

Cabaret

· 1972 Film (x)

· Televised performance with Alan Cumming (x)

Camelot

· 1982 (x)

Carrie

· 1988 Stratford Opening Night (x)

· 2012 Off Broadway Revival (x)

· 2013 Seattle Production (x)

Cat on a Hot Tin Roof

· 1984 VHS (x)

Cats

· Stephanie J Block (x)

Catch Me if You Can

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Chess

· (x)

Chicago

· US Tour (x)

Children of Eden

· (x)

· Chess pine high school (but still excellent for a high school show!) (x)

Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

· 1968 Film (x)

Cinderella (R&H)

· 1997 Film with Whitney Houston (x)

· Broadway with Carly and Fran (x)

· Broadway with Keke Palmer (act 1) (act 2)

Company

· 2006 (x)

Crybaby

· Stage (x)

Curtains

· (x)

Dear Evan Hansen

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Dogfight

· (x)

· HD (x)

Dracula

· German {English Subtitles}(x)

Dreamgirls

· Original Broadway Cast {low-quality}(x)

· 2006 Film (x)

Equus

· (part one) (part two)

Evita

· 2012 Broadway Revival (x)

Falsettos

· 2016 Broadway Revival (x)

Fantasticks

· Fairfield Community Arts Center (part one) (part two)

Fame

· 1980 Film (x)

· 2009 Film (x)

Fiddler on the Roof

· 1971 Film (x)

Finnian’s Rainbow

· 1968 Film (x)

First Date

· (x)

Flash Dance

· 1983 Film (x)

Follies

· 2001 revival (x)

Frozen

· Live Musical First Showing HD (x)

Funny Girl

· 1968 Film (x)

Fun Home

· Act 1 & 2 (x) [password: funhome]

Gentleman Prefer Blondes

· 2012 New York City Center Encores (x)

Grease

· New Broadway Cast with Laura Osnes and Max Crumm (x)

Grey Gardens

· Chesterton, Indiana (x)

· West End (x)

Gypsy

· 1962 Film (x)

· 2008 Revival (x)

Hair

· 1979 Film (x)

· 2009 Revival (part one) (part two) (part three) (part four)

Hamilton

· OBC (x)

Heathers

· Barrett Weed (part 1) (part 2)

Hedwig and the Angry Inch

· Neil Patrick Harris (x)

· 2001 Film (x)

· Off Broadway Full Show (x)

· Anthony Rapp (x)

High Fidelity

· 2006 Broadway (x)

High Society

· 1956 Film (x)

Holler if Ya Hear Me

· Broadway 2014 (x)

Holy Musical B@man!

· (x)

How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying

· 1967 Film (x)

· Broadway with Daniel Radcliffe (x)

· Broadway with Nick Jonas (x)

Hunchback of Notre Dame

· 1999 Berlin (x)

· Idk what performance this is but its hunchback (x)

· Idk what performance but this has a really good view for a bootleg (part one) (part two) (part three)

If/Then

· Broadway Preview Performance (x)

· Pre-Broadway Washington DC (x)

In the Heights

· OBC (x)

· I’m not sure what production this is but if you’re looking to watch the show here it is (x)

Into the Woods

· 1991 Film (x)

· 2014 Film (x)

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

· 2002 Revival (x)

Jesus Christ Superstar

· 1973 Film (x)

· 2012 Live Arena Tour (x)

Jersey Boys

· Broadway full show (x)

Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dream Coat

· 1999 (x)

Kinky Boots

· Original Broadway Cast (part one) (part two) (part three)

Kiss Me Kate

· 1953 Film (x)

Legally Blonde

· With singalong (x)

Les Miserables

· 2014 Broadway Revival (x)

· 25th Anniversary Concert (Part One) (Part Two)

· 2000 with Sutton Foster {missing part one} (x)

· Broadway full show (x)

Lestat

· Opening night on broadway (x)

Little Shop of Horrors

· 1986 Film (x)

Little Women

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Love Never Dies

· London Full Show (x)

Mamma Mia!

· 2008 Film (x)

Mary Poppins

· London {missing the beginning} (x)

Matilda

· Broadway 2014 (x)

· Broadway with Sophia Gennusa (x)

· Broadway with Oona Lawrence (x)

Memphis

· Broadway (x)

Miss Saigon

· Final performance on broadway (x)

· Broadway 1/7/01 (x)

· National tour (x)

· 2008 (x)

Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812

· OBC w/ Josh Groban (x)

Never Forget

· 2007 Manchester Premier (x)

Next to Normal

· Final performance of Alice Ripley, Jennifer Damiano, and Brian d’Arcy James (x)

· Jessica Philips and Kyle Dean Massey (x)

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Newsies:

· 1992 Film (x)

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

· Broadway with Jeremy Jordan (x)

· Broadway with Corey Cott (x)

· Touring Cast December 2014 (x)

Oklahoma!

· 1955 Film (x)

· 1999 Film with Hugh Jackman (x)

Oliver!

· London 2010 (x)

Once

· Broadway (x)

Once Upon a Mattress

· Movie (x)

Paramour

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Passion

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Peter and the Starcatcher

· Original Broadway Cast (x) [password: starstuff]

Peter Pan

· 2012 Tour (act 1) (act 2)

Phantom of the Opera

· Sierra Boggess and Norm Lewis (x)

· 1925 Film (x)

· 1989 Film (x)

· 2004 Film (x)

· Royal Albert Hall 2011 (x)

· Broadway December 2014 (x)

· All of the tour links that you could possibly want, I’m not going to list them all but check it out here (x)

Pipe Dream

· (x) [password: suzy]

Pippin

· Live in Toronto 1982 (x)

Ragtime

· Poor quality (x)

Rent

· Hollywood Bowl Performance with Neil Patrick Harris (x) [password: tango maureen]

· 2008 Broadway (x)

School of Rock

· Broadway (act 1) (act 2)

Seussical

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

She Loves Me

· Livestream (x)

Shrek the Musical

· Broadway [Netflix] (x)

Side Show

· (part 1) (part 2)

Sister Act

· Broadway (x)

Something Rotten

· Original Broadway Cast Preview (x)

· (x)

Spring Awakening

· Original Broadway Cast with Mattt Doyle ad Melchior (x)

· Original Broadway Cast with Gerard Canonico as Moritz, Matt Doyle as Otto, Jennifer Damiano as Martha (x)

· 2010 with Leah Michelle (x)

Starship

· (x)

Sunday in the Park with George

· (x)

Sunset Boulevard

· (act 1) (act 2)

The Addams Family

· Original Broadway Cast and Chicago Preview Mix (x)

The Apple Tree

· Broadway (part one) (part two)

The Bridges of Madison County

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

The Drowsy Chaperone

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

The King and I

· 1956 Film (x)

The Little Mermaid

· Pre-Broadway with Sierra Boggess (x)

The Lion King

· 2000 Broadway (x)

The Music Man

· 1962 Film (x)

· 2003 Film (x)

The Producers

· 1968 Film (x)

The Sound of Music

· 1965 Film (x)

The Unauthorized Autobiography of Samantha Brown

· Orange County Performing Arts Center 2009 (x)

The Wedding Singer

· (x)

Thouroughky Modern Millie

· Original Broadway Cast (act 1) (act 2)

Three Musketeers

· With Aaron Tveit (x)

Titanic the Musical

· Peace Players Production (x)

Title of Show

· Broadway (x)

Tuck Everlasting

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Twisted

· (x)

Urinetown

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Waitress

· Broadway..i think obc (x)

Wicked

· Original Broadway Cast Preview (x)

· Original London Cast (x)

· Donna Vivino & Alli Mauzey (x)

· Nicole Parker, Alli Mauzey & Aaron Tveit [password: swankified] (x)

· Pre-Broadway (x)

Xanadu

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

Young Frankenstein

· (x)

13!

· Broadway (part one) (part two) (part three) (part four) (part five) (part six)

· Broadway full show (x)

25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee

· Original Broadway Cast (x)

WANTS

These are bootlegs that have been requested or I am looking for! If you have any of these please feel free to drop the link in my messages so I can share! :)

• Cursed child

• Priscilla queen of the desert

• A little night music

• Giant

• Finian’s Rainbow

• The Glass Menagerie (2013 w/ Celia Keenan Bolger & the revival)

• Finding Neverland

• The Wild Party with Sutton Foster

• Picnic

• Light in the Piazza

• Fiddler on the roof (especially the 2016 revival)

• Big Fish

• Rock of Ages

• Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime

• Cinderella OBC – laura osnes & santino fontana

• The Woman in White – west end

• Heathers chicago

• Heathers with ryan as JD

• Godspell

• The color purple

• Hairspray with Aaron Tveit – 2006

• Hairspray in general really

• Bright Star

• Violet

• Spamalot OBC

• Christian Borle in thouroghly modern millie ??

• Elegies (off-broadway)

• Pamela’s first musical

• West side story with Karen Olivo

• 9 to 5

• The outsiders

• Loserville

• Parade

• How to Succeed in Buisness without really trying with Darren Criss

• Wicked with Kara Lindsay as Glinda

• Born Yesterday 2011 revival

• Beautiful, the Carole King Musical

• Footloose

• Bronx Tale

• Come From Away

• Rent 20th anniversary

• La Cage Aux Folles

• Hamilton (all casts/shows)

• Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Christian Borle

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wnq-writers

She looks like I’ll be writing about her later.

vodkaisthatyou (via wnq-writers)

Source: wnq-writers.com

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inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

j-aws

yay its back.

so… I half jokingly reblogged this yesterday cos I thought it was a nice picture… and was like oh wow I only get wishes on birthdays what would I wish for?!?!?! how about gainful employment L0L … and like… I have a job now? That I never applied for? That someone just called me up and said “here, have this”? In a place I really really like? So like… h8ers gonna h8 or something

words-unleashed

Hey hey hey hey I don’t like writting in posts, but I need to. Because THIS. FUCKING. WORKS. And I asked for something almost impossible,

I reblog this every time I see it

plz plz plz

Guys, I just saw this and I remember reblogging it before, and I wished that my crush would tell me his true feelings about me, and like five days ago, he confessed to liking me, and we started dating. This shit works. Thanks tumblr

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fyp-psychology

Human beings are works in progress that mistakenly think they’re finished. The person you are right now is as transient, as fleeting and as temporary as all the people you’re ever been. The one constant in our lives is change.

Daniel Gilbert (via fyp-psychology)

Source: fyp-psychology.com

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darknessontheedgeoftowndyke

me: the 1975′s music really speaks to me

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hatin

pixendrit

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wnq-writers

When you meet your person, trust me, you will know. So please my dear, do not settle for less.

ohnatalierose (via wnq-writers)

What if he's mine, but I'm not his?

Source: wnq-writers

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dailyinspirationquotes

My blog posts relatable quote pictures! Follow for more.

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wnq-writers

May 2017 be the year you stop standing in the doorway, and actually find the courage to take steps across the threshold into the happiness you so rightfully deserve to exist in. to live in. all the time, not some of the time. all the time.

iammyss , 2017. the year to take bold steps. (via wnq-writers)

Source: wnq-writers