this is destroying me, i don’t know how much longer i can keep going it hurts it hurts so much
when people think having bpd is aesthetic when in reality you get suicidal 5 times a day, feeling like you’ll never be happy again, just to feel okay again 30 minutes later and then again 30 minutes later bursting out in anger and hurting someone you love the most for no reason at all, i promise it’s not cute
I tied myself a nice noose, just wondering when I should get around to using it.. its feeling like soon.
Happy (one day late) Transgender Day of Visibility to all my fellow nonbinary and trans friends!!
I think I need help
I can't stop thinking
About killing myself




