weird159

do you know what i need? yeah, hugs

this eating disorder shit is like a full time job bro. a life style. talk about overworked & underpaid.

I sure have been putting the eating in eating disorder lately

wanting to get drunk but not wanting to consume the calories

loosing weight you’ve lost before is so fucking boring like biiitch can i just get to the part where i see new progress??damn

I fucking hate myself

i was all about going to treatment until i started gaining weight

what was that? i was so busy making normal human gestures to show i was listening that i wasn’t able to actually listen

adhd be like

nobody:

me when i look in the mirror:

i’m not lying on the floor physically but i am lying on the floor spiritually

I just heard my mom tell my brother, “when you die, you will go outside and garden until your father says you’re done” and it took me a second to realize that my brother was playing a videogame and this was not a theological discussion.

Purgatory

The Garden of Death

Watercolor and gouache by Hugo Simberg, 1896

living the dream

de azért megpróbáltam! :D

ki nem?

Sounds better

I really feel like regardless of how much weight I loose I will never have the body that I want.

My rib cage is very wide as well as my shoulders, my arms are very masculine... it just feels like I can’t win

me: *eats and then immediately weighs myself*

my weight: *increases*

me: ohh my ,, godd