It is always important to know when something has reached its end.
Closing circles, shutting doors, finishing chapters, it doesn't matter what we call it; what matters is to leave in the past those moments in life that are over.
Paulo Coelho
I want him to look at me like he looks at her
I am so god damn pathetic
In this life I think it's impossible , I'm used to this feeling I'm pathetic , pathetic enough to still love him
It's too much pain I can't handle it how could someone live like that
I'm living like this from the past 7 years
There i was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Faking that I'm happy whereas from inside I'm dying little by little , screaming for help .
being aware that your behavior is shaped by childhood experiences is so cringe every time i notice it im like ooo look at her can't even get over what someone told him when she was 7. grow up
That childhood experiences made me a ducking emotional fellow and now i cry over things instead of fighting with it .
god it's like nobody even cares that [problem i've taken great pains to make sure nobody will acknowledge] looks like i have no choice but to make it worse in isolation for reasons i can't articulate and don't understand
yes im in my 20s but this is only my first week of being alive
No suicidal shit but this world is tiring and I wish I had no part in it
اشرب قهوتك، واعتنق الصمت، ولا تأخذ الناس على محمل الجد.. لا تأخذ الحياة على عاتقك، ولا تبالغ في عاطفتك، ولا ترضي أحدًا رغمًا عنك.
Drink your coffee, embrace the silence, do not take people seriously, do not take life upon yourself, do not exaggerate your emotions, and do not please anyone against your will.
-Mahmoud Darwish
there’s one person on earth
who i still hold love for
one person who makes living worth more
i am captivated under her spell
im deeply in love with her mind
and yet she’s such a disappointment
it’s borderline deadly
Sometimes it's just the thought of that person whom you wants to forget , it's just comes to remind you that you can never forget that person even if you want to , it's just comes to remind you that you have to live with those things which you want to forget , it's just comes to remind you that you had loved a person whom can't even call you his infront of others , it's just comes to remind you that you had trust someone more than yourself , it's just comes to show you that how miserable and how pathetic you are to love someone till now even after knowing all his deeds , it's just comes and stays until you fall asleep with those tear stained cheeks and with those red puffy eyes and with that tear soaked pillow and with that heavy heart which was once so carefree .